justjosh47
Don Juan
Saturday morning I woke up and looked in the mirror and saw scratches all down my back and I realized I don’t know who the f.... I am any more . Friday night started out pretty good, was out with a few of my friends and then I get a phone call from my friend who I have known for a long time...any way this girl is a knock out and happens to work at hooters, she was having a bad night and told me she wanted to have a few drinks with me at the bar I was at ….I thought there was some sexual tension between us before she came out , we hang out a lot but she wears a ring on her finger and it’s pretty large and a while back she told everyone she was engaged. She eventually showed up around 12 and started buying me drinks and she started to get loaded and made sure I was completely wasted ….we stayed until last call and she tells me she is too drunk to drive home ( this is where I should have called a cab or called her roommate and gone home drunk with some pride in myself ) but I we walked back to my apartment and took some more shots and made out in my kitchen and then went straight to my room and had wild sex….I woke up the next morning and drove her back to her car and met her later at work to talk about the whole ordeal …she told me that “ We are crazy” blah blah and tried to brush it off as a drunken fun night and then tells me she does not think it’s a great idea to tell her fiancé or boyfriend (not really sure which) . So I told her to give me a call when she has her sh.. together more or less .
I don’t know how this happens to me some times , it’s not a great feeling and adding to that I met the guy and I liked him …..I used to have a moral code for myself , but this hole satiation makes me feel like a giant sleeze ball no matter how hot this girl is and everyone I have talked to tells me that it’s a good story and that it sucks in a way but it’s not my fault .
I don’t know how this happens to me some times , it’s not a great feeling and adding to that I met the guy and I liked him …..I used to have a moral code for myself , but this hole satiation makes me feel like a giant sleeze ball no matter how hot this girl is and everyone I have talked to tells me that it’s a good story and that it sucks in a way but it’s not my fault .