1. I'm doing THE THING that is really hard for me: keeping my hands off the phone- when what I really wanna do is call HER.
Thursday she had a meltdown and was really critical, *****y, was going to leave my place and NEXT me. I was ready to NEXT her, not call her but she called Sat and we went for a walk, genuinely had a great time, and she was sweet and thoughtful and almost perfect.
I have handcuffed my phone hand because I'm on the verge of oneitis with a woman whom I'm obviously very attracted to but with whom the scales are tilted; she's come around quite a bit but my IL for her is much higher than hers.
I need to either get her IL to a good level matching mine or move on to a more deserving plate.
OK, I'll be honest. I can't get her off my mind, really want to call, want to see that cute face, stroke those thighs...
This IS hard. And if she calls I'm supposed to (according to the WISDOM) make myself busy, cool, and not do what I really want to, call right back...
Pray for me DJs.
2. (Some of you) will appreciate this one- Sat SHE left at midnight and my next door neighbor came over to show me her new BLONDE hairdo. She called her look "porno Barbie". One thing led to another and she confessed that she used to be a dancer.
NATURALLY, I talked to her and put an idea in her mind so that by the time my main plate called to say 'night after her shower, the neighbor was lying on my couch in her fukk-me outfit (oh yes!!) complete with the zip-off 4 inch micro skirt. Which she zipped off to show me her cheeks (oh, yes).
OK: REMIND ME- I've plum forgot why I should not fukk my next door neighbor...:crazy:
Thursday she had a meltdown and was really critical, *****y, was going to leave my place and NEXT me. I was ready to NEXT her, not call her but she called Sat and we went for a walk, genuinely had a great time, and she was sweet and thoughtful and almost perfect.
I have handcuffed my phone hand because I'm on the verge of oneitis with a woman whom I'm obviously very attracted to but with whom the scales are tilted; she's come around quite a bit but my IL for her is much higher than hers.
I need to either get her IL to a good level matching mine or move on to a more deserving plate.
OK, I'll be honest. I can't get her off my mind, really want to call, want to see that cute face, stroke those thighs...
This IS hard. And if she calls I'm supposed to (according to the WISDOM) make myself busy, cool, and not do what I really want to, call right back...
Pray for me DJs.
2. (Some of you) will appreciate this one- Sat SHE left at midnight and my next door neighbor came over to show me her new BLONDE hairdo. She called her look "porno Barbie". One thing led to another and she confessed that she used to be a dancer.
NATURALLY, I talked to her and put an idea in her mind so that by the time my main plate called to say 'night after her shower, the neighbor was lying on my couch in her fukk-me outfit (oh yes!!) complete with the zip-off 4 inch micro skirt. Which she zipped off to show me her cheeks (oh, yes).
OK: REMIND ME- I've plum forgot why I should not fukk my next door neighbor...:crazy:
