kdnash82
Master Don Juan
Here's the situation. It never fails. Every single time, it's the same thing and it feels like a continuous cycle in my life.
I meet a girl. Thing are going good. I'm enjoying the sex. I enjoy the quality time we spend together. Overall, things are amazing. Even to the point where I start thinking, "Maybe I can spend the rest of my life with this girl."
Then I get to the point where I think, "I do wanna spend the rest of my life with this girl." At that very moment something triggers in my head. I instantly wanna run away from my relationship with this girl. I don't want anything to do with her. I start looking for other women. I find other women. I bang other women. Things feel good again, but in the back of my head, I still have my girlfriend.
I blow her off and blow her off to the point where she's had enough and doesn't want to be with me anymore. I'm crushed. I want things to go back to the way they use to be. I actually start craving that girl again. Needing her back in my life. Hoping that she will come back to me. During this period, all the girls that I was banging while I was with her suddenly don't wanna talk to me anymore. I go through a phase where I'm not getting any azz on a regular basis. I become a club/bar/party rat again. I start to wish that I had never started messing around on my now ex girlfriend.
Anyone else every go through something like this? I've gone through this about 3 times in my life now. It's the same every single time. The reason I'm asking is because I feel like I'm about to go down this road again. I haven't stepped out on my girl, but we are about to move in with eachother. I suddenly feel that I don't wanna be in a relationship. I'm already thinking about the azz that I will be giving up. My bomb azz bachelor pad that would always impress the ladies. Being able to just decide that I'm going out to the club and not have to explain that it's a guys night out and that she's not invited. I'm actually scared here guys!!!
I meet a girl. Thing are going good. I'm enjoying the sex. I enjoy the quality time we spend together. Overall, things are amazing. Even to the point where I start thinking, "Maybe I can spend the rest of my life with this girl."
Then I get to the point where I think, "I do wanna spend the rest of my life with this girl." At that very moment something triggers in my head. I instantly wanna run away from my relationship with this girl. I don't want anything to do with her. I start looking for other women. I find other women. I bang other women. Things feel good again, but in the back of my head, I still have my girlfriend.
I blow her off and blow her off to the point where she's had enough and doesn't want to be with me anymore. I'm crushed. I want things to go back to the way they use to be. I actually start craving that girl again. Needing her back in my life. Hoping that she will come back to me. During this period, all the girls that I was banging while I was with her suddenly don't wanna talk to me anymore. I go through a phase where I'm not getting any azz on a regular basis. I become a club/bar/party rat again. I start to wish that I had never started messing around on my now ex girlfriend.
Anyone else every go through something like this? I've gone through this about 3 times in my life now. It's the same every single time. The reason I'm asking is because I feel like I'm about to go down this road again. I haven't stepped out on my girl, but we are about to move in with eachother. I suddenly feel that I don't wanna be in a relationship. I'm already thinking about the azz that I will be giving up. My bomb azz bachelor pad that would always impress the ladies. Being able to just decide that I'm going out to the club and not have to explain that it's a guys night out and that she's not invited. I'm actually scared here guys!!!