I met a girl who turned 18 the day I moved back to my college town. I met her when I was here for about a month, just dancing and making out. We ended up hanging out several nights in a row, the third night we ended up at my place, just completely naked for 14 hours, having sex, sleeping, making out, just laying there..
It was pretty incredible. My game was not at the point at 18 where I was with a girl like that. Her body was different, her boobs were big but tight! and way better than the trashy 23 year old I was dating before I moved. The sex was amazing, I also haven't had it for a while but still it rocked me. I took it to her as hard as I could, switching up between soft and intense.
I made a couple mistakes, in my mind fog of dopamine and alcohol, I remember saying the word "our", then I was like ****, what is wrong with me.
I was starting to get into this girl, so after seeing her for a minute the night after we hooked up, I pulled back and didn't call or text for 4 or 5 days. I felt like I had to do this because I was starting to feel some irrational, withdrawal type feelings after messing around with a girl like that all weekend. She was short with me on the texts the next weekend, we didnt hang out. Randomly asked her the following week if she wanted to go for mexican, we did, it was fun and we made out for a while.
THEN this weekend, I texted her at night, a big party night at my school, and some guy calls me from her phone. I told him to F* off, and it really got to me. ****ed with my emotions at first, until I realized a girl this age and maturity, and just starting college, is not a good match for someone my age for a LTR or maybe even an STR longer than what I had that weekend. I called her the next day, she picked up and was kinda nervous, then I asked her what the deal was and she said she didn't know how it happened and she had to go.
I don't really care about this amateur bull****, and still want to hook it up. If it was a girl who was LTR material, I would next. But I have realized she isn't, and I just want to get what I can out of it now i guess.
Anyway that's been my only recent experience like that. It was really fun, sex was pretty good. But drama comes with it, and it's like high school drama because that's where they just came from..
EDIT: I meant to also ask for any advice anyone has, on this situation. lol.