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Banned
I met a chick and developed some real feelings for her. she was eating out of my hand and was genuinely into me aswell UP until it seems she was aware of how much I cared for her, then it turned pear shape.
She started flaking like asking me to meet her out and then ignoring me when I arrived. I called her on it and if I was half the man I want to be should have ended it there but I didnt stupidly, her aloofness and coldness toward me didnt change.
A few more times she set up hoops for me to jump through and I did. started flaking on my offers to come over to my place and only met me on her terms when she offered around at her place, which became few and far between. she does have a kid but trust me she does NOT have a problem getting her mum to babysit everytime she goes everywhere else which is often. just became a "problem" all of a sudden with me.
All the while telling me how much she cared, silly part is im well aware a chicks words mean nothing but I continually ignored my gut and her actions. crazy.
other night was ALMOST the clincher, she invites me out to meet her but I couldnt make it for awhile because one of my good mates was leaving the state and having a going away party.
I rock up alone at the club shes at and not 20 minutes later she says "got to go home, mums got a migraine" wtf at 3:40 in the morning.
sends me a message apologising and inviting me around to her place last night, like a sucker I go but here it happens and I finally grow a pair. she refuses to give me a B.J .
Now hear me out first , Im very giving when it comes to sex and always make sure shes satisfied 100% and then some, and spent some serious hours down there in the short 3 months? ive known her. i can count on 1 hand the times shes returned the favour and even then its been me guiding her head down there. sex is very important to me.
So after spending a few times making her feel good and me once I'm finding it difficult to cvm myself later on in the night and get up into position myself for B.J and she says "not tonight". all of a sudden im having flashbacks of the countless hours my head has been buried down there and the combination of how much this b!tch flakes on me and I see red, but I dont show it I just smile and say "ok baby" and go put my pants on watch a bit more of the movie that was playing give her a hug and say "I've still got a bit of headache from last night I probably should sleep in my own bed tonight otherwise I'll keep you awake"and i leave.
I dont know why I posted this apart from just a rant, I know I fvcked up so many times , I know what I did wrong, I guess I'm feeling upset and want to hear some other opinions other than whats in my own head.
On the bright side at least I got a threesome out of it all, although her friend was a nutcase who couldnt stand me and absolutely sucked so it doesnt really count other than an experience.
Sorry about the length of all that dribble.
heard this today and thought maybe there is a bit of truth to it.
She started flaking like asking me to meet her out and then ignoring me when I arrived. I called her on it and if I was half the man I want to be should have ended it there but I didnt stupidly, her aloofness and coldness toward me didnt change.
A few more times she set up hoops for me to jump through and I did. started flaking on my offers to come over to my place and only met me on her terms when she offered around at her place, which became few and far between. she does have a kid but trust me she does NOT have a problem getting her mum to babysit everytime she goes everywhere else which is often. just became a "problem" all of a sudden with me.
All the while telling me how much she cared, silly part is im well aware a chicks words mean nothing but I continually ignored my gut and her actions. crazy.
other night was ALMOST the clincher, she invites me out to meet her but I couldnt make it for awhile because one of my good mates was leaving the state and having a going away party.
I rock up alone at the club shes at and not 20 minutes later she says "got to go home, mums got a migraine" wtf at 3:40 in the morning.
sends me a message apologising and inviting me around to her place last night, like a sucker I go but here it happens and I finally grow a pair. she refuses to give me a B.J .
Now hear me out first , Im very giving when it comes to sex and always make sure shes satisfied 100% and then some, and spent some serious hours down there in the short 3 months? ive known her. i can count on 1 hand the times shes returned the favour and even then its been me guiding her head down there. sex is very important to me.
So after spending a few times making her feel good and me once I'm finding it difficult to cvm myself later on in the night and get up into position myself for B.J and she says "not tonight". all of a sudden im having flashbacks of the countless hours my head has been buried down there and the combination of how much this b!tch flakes on me and I see red, but I dont show it I just smile and say "ok baby" and go put my pants on watch a bit more of the movie that was playing give her a hug and say "I've still got a bit of headache from last night I probably should sleep in my own bed tonight otherwise I'll keep you awake"and i leave.
I dont know why I posted this apart from just a rant, I know I fvcked up so many times , I know what I did wrong, I guess I'm feeling upset and want to hear some other opinions other than whats in my own head.
On the bright side at least I got a threesome out of it all, although her friend was a nutcase who couldnt stand me and absolutely sucked so it doesnt really count other than an experience.
Sorry about the length of all that dribble.
heard this today and thought maybe there is a bit of truth to it.
