An Aussie Chode Abroad (The Story of a Aussie chode living in Wales. ALSO SOTD!)

[Packers2010]

The past 3 weeks have been pretty eventful, though i do have to say i have been sick for the past 2 of them. I came down with the flu and i just kept coughing up green stuff, which wasn’t nice, but i have take some steps to making my life better.

I have decided to give up playing video games. Diablo 3 is coming out soon and I used to play it as a kid. I like that game, but i saw it was a waste of my time and decided to not get the game even though I have it on pre order. I am also going to sell all my games and gaming shirts. I have so many shirts with sonic or Mario in it i feel pretty discussed, though now i am dress more sexy, like I want to.

I also have started to read “ how to win friends and influence people” by dale Carnegie. It’s a fantastic book! I never though i could learn so much from one book. I have also take steps to learn how to touch type. Though progress is slow i know i will get there soon if i put the practice in.

On the fitness side of things i am at 82kgs now witch is great. If i keep this i should be down to 55kgs in no time. I also have started doing push ups and sit ups again which is good, i just need to get out there and do some running and jogging.

It looks like i will be going back to Australia but that’s ok, i miss my friends and i know i can get a job there. I just don’t want to go back to my old house. It’s a broken home. I don’t see it as MY home anymore. I just want a new place. So that’s the first thing i am going to try do when i get back, get a job and get a new house even if a rental for myself.

 

[Packers2010]

FR: I went to the pub.

Ok, so I don’t really post field reports much here. It’s more about what I have learned, though you have to get out there to get anything, so last night I went to the local pub.

Not to long after i got there 2 guys walked in with 3 girls. I had met someone of them before though i don’t really “know them” if you know what i mean. I’m still an outsider, Since i am Aussie, though i am winning them over.

So some of the girls come to the bar where I was standing. They open me and we start talking about who i am and things. ( it’s a small village so when someone come here, they want to know who you are) so we do that and i learn she lives next door to me. (Been here 6 months and i didn’t even know. Lol) all the girls that was there was about hb7, though to me she was a 1 ( binary system. 1 = would do, or as they say in the meme community she has good elbows) she starts to dig me and offers to add me to facebook, which was great, Except i couldn’t add her for some strange reason. So she left to go to the bathroom, while she was gone I added a new contact and added her name, then i left the number part blank was a good move because she filled it in when she got back.

Later on, i went outside and bummed a cig from one of the 2 girls who was smoking outside. We started talking about glasses because we all had them on. At that time, i though it was a good idea to tell them that my eyes was more screwed up then theirs, don’t ask me why, though I did learn that no one gives a **** and I shouldn’t talk about things like that because it’s it looks like I’m a downer ( yes I did mention that too)

Later on one of the guys sister came and was drunk. So we started chatting then the girl i got the number from tried to introduce us but we had already met... at the drunk girls dads funeral a few weeks prior ( it was the wake held at the pub. It was a random Friday night for me so I didn’t know), at that point I felt bad for gate crashing a funeral so I said something like “ if I could have half the people at my funeral i would be happy” witch was true, i really felt that, though I don’t think it came off that way.

So as we continue to drink, the drunken girl is sitting next to me on my right and her friend is sitting on my left, to her right is her brother. I’m not sure if what she did next was a test to see what I would do. But she gets up and climbs over me to sit next to her friend. Now. Normal this would be ok, but that night she had been clubbing and had a short dress on. So now i have her brother staring me down! I was like... “ oh boy... this guy is gunna be pissed. “ so he is looking at me. I am looking at him and my hands are at 10 and 2 so he can see them.

Not sure what her deal was cos he did it about 3 more times.. so did one of her friends.. not that I’m complaining it’s just, did you have to do it while your bother is there.. I really don’t want my **** getting cut off.
Then the drunk girl starts running her mouth off saying stupid **** like “ do you think your fit” and “ you would never get with me” in ****. It was she started giving me IOI and touching me n ****. I think she was looking for a quick **** though I don’t have enough game to push to that level and i decided it would be better to stay friends with these guys then go for it, fook it up because I’m not calibrated then get them all pissed off, plus her brother had a mean look on his face the hole time. Maybe next time. Plus i scored 2 beers off them so i can’t complain.

All in all was a fun night. To do now realize where my game is at, At the low end to 0. But i watched a video today on mindset that really blew my mind. It taught me to be more positive. I will give it a go and see what happens.
Positives to take away from this night

+++ got girls number, she seams keen to show me around!
++ Got 2 free beers
+ realized I talk WAY to much **** and supplicate to the people I was talking to. It was like i was PURPUSLY doing DLV the whole time. I think it’s a frame issue as more I really am in a transition where I don’t really know WHO i am to the t yet. The more I go out, the less I will feel like I have to do this.