Hi I'm new to the so suave forms I'm 26 single unemployed truck driver. I have two kids by two different women. I feel life is digging me deeper. Both my baby mamas ended up hating me the last one got with her ex right after I left. I know I care to little sometimes. Then I care to much an go crazy when its to late. I don't know if I'm to old to change. But I know I have to change for the better. I'm tired of women ending up hating me, and me hating myself. I just want to love an accept myself. How can I help myself?