Whats the point though when your older, I feel like over 8 years of my life have been stolen, theres things in my life that are past repairable.
Even if things did turn out 'okay' for me I would always have bitterness over the past and the fact that what was meant to be the best part of my life turned out so bad.
My Life so far has made me Ill, reliant on meds, full of anxiety and angry that the people in life who dont deserve it always seem to get further.
At one time I tried to make myself believe that all this is my fault and that I must deserve what has happened to me but now I know looking at others that I havent deserved any of this.