First post, I'm sorry if it's a bit long.
So I've been seeing this girl for about 3 months. Well call her "Susie" Things were goin pretty well. We went on dates and hooked up throughout the duration.
At some point she had canceled two dates in a row, So i took it upon myself to see other girls. I began seeing two other girls and hooking up with them regularly.
when me and susie finally got along to seeing eachother once again. She admitted to me that she flaked on me cuz she found another dude she was into. She told me they "did it." think she was trying to make me jealous, but i jsut told her "cool, I've been seeing other girls and doing it with them." she cried, we made up started seeing eachother again. I continued seeing the other girls but didn't let her know.
fast forword: she distances herslef again, my other prospect are outta the picture (one moved to germany, the other commited to an LTR). I have it bad for susie as we have ton in common and have bonded quite well.
she canceled a date on me last nite, no big deal. I went to a party with friends and tried to have fun anyways. tried. Until I walked in on susie making out with some gutter punk loser. I pretended to not see it or care, then about 5 beers later she come and talks to me and I call her out on it.
she is emberassed and flustered. I tell her that I really liked her. She basically gives me an ljbf line and I tell her that's probaly best we don't bother with eachother anymore.
Gutter punks interrups and takes her away.
I'm feeling lost-since i really have feelings for this girl. she insist on being friends and I do value her company and wanna be arroound her, but wtf? I don't "just" wanna be friends.
I know i should find some more plates to spin-but i really want her.
fellow DJ's if you could drop me a line of wisdome I would greatly appreciate it.
So I've been seeing this girl for about 3 months. Well call her "Susie" Things were goin pretty well. We went on dates and hooked up throughout the duration.
At some point she had canceled two dates in a row, So i took it upon myself to see other girls. I began seeing two other girls and hooking up with them regularly.
when me and susie finally got along to seeing eachother once again. She admitted to me that she flaked on me cuz she found another dude she was into. She told me they "did it." think she was trying to make me jealous, but i jsut told her "cool, I've been seeing other girls and doing it with them." she cried, we made up started seeing eachother again. I continued seeing the other girls but didn't let her know.
fast forword: she distances herslef again, my other prospect are outta the picture (one moved to germany, the other commited to an LTR). I have it bad for susie as we have ton in common and have bonded quite well.
she canceled a date on me last nite, no big deal. I went to a party with friends and tried to have fun anyways. tried. Until I walked in on susie making out with some gutter punk loser. I pretended to not see it or care, then about 5 beers later she come and talks to me and I call her out on it.
she is emberassed and flustered. I tell her that I really liked her. She basically gives me an ljbf line and I tell her that's probaly best we don't bother with eachother anymore.
Gutter punks interrups and takes her away.
I'm feeling lost-since i really have feelings for this girl. she insist on being friends and I do value her company and wanna be arroound her, but wtf? I don't "just" wanna be friends.
I know i should find some more plates to spin-but i really want her.
fellow DJ's if you could drop me a line of wisdome I would greatly appreciate it.