Packers2010
Master Don Juan
last night i went out to some bars with some friends.
i didn't approach one girl. WTF is wrong with me. i just say there and got drunk. when we was sitting down at a table all i cared about was getting high because, i KNEW i wasn't approaching girls. i could see there everywhere.. i even saw some that looked like my " 10" but no. i just sat there, while my insides ate me whole.
I feel like giving up on the game, but i KNOW it has helped me become a more confident person. it's not like i HAVEN'T talk to girls before. i used to do it with a wing of mine. i must have at least talked to 50 girls before i stopped. ( I left for wales. wtf? )
I am improving myself. i am getting my back fixed ( it's stuffed) i am going to get my teeth done too soon. i am also in school studding something i Love. but something inside me just says "NO. it's not cool to go say hello to that girl"
how the fook do i get over this? i can't just wait till something falls in my lap then marry it. that's so fooked up i can't even going to begin. but it looks like what's going to happen.
i can feel this " no " feeling deep in my chest. all it dose is feed me " no" all day long. so i never do it. i pretty much have done everything i can do... but Approach.
how do i change this?
i didn't approach one girl. WTF is wrong with me. i just say there and got drunk. when we was sitting down at a table all i cared about was getting high because, i KNEW i wasn't approaching girls. i could see there everywhere.. i even saw some that looked like my " 10" but no. i just sat there, while my insides ate me whole.
I feel like giving up on the game, but i KNOW it has helped me become a more confident person. it's not like i HAVEN'T talk to girls before. i used to do it with a wing of mine. i must have at least talked to 50 girls before i stopped. ( I left for wales. wtf? )
I am improving myself. i am getting my back fixed ( it's stuffed) i am going to get my teeth done too soon. i am also in school studding something i Love. but something inside me just says "NO. it's not cool to go say hello to that girl"
how the fook do i get over this? i can't just wait till something falls in my lap then marry it. that's so fooked up i can't even going to begin. but it looks like what's going to happen.
i can feel this " no " feeling deep in my chest. all it dose is feed me " no" all day long. so i never do it. i pretty much have done everything i can do... but Approach.
how do i change this?