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Actually you answered my questions in another post. I wish I had read this earlier. I saw it today after posting my original and my damn blood went cold. Perfect description of her. I have been down this road more than once. When I saw that dude losing his mind I thought it might have been...

I have not posted much on here, but have been reading for a while. I was out last night with a woman, early thirties, and damn good looking. It was our second time out and we are in her neighborhood. Things are going good until some guy walks up. He was pissed off and tried to shake my hand and...

I have forgotten most of the times I was shot down and embarrassed myself. I still remember every one that I was too much of a coward to try for even when the signs were there. Disappointment fades, regret lasts a long time.

I guess I am a little different in that getting laid has never made me soft. There have been plenty of women I laid and never felt a thing for. I went AFC when I started focusing on winning her mind and heart. As long as it was purely sexual, I was able to stay in control. Once I began to know...

Hey TheDoctor, Part of it was that when I met my girl, I was seeing a few others on a casual basis. Once I fell for her I dumped and went no contact with all the others. Not even friends. I told them I had a serious relationship and couldn't be with them anymore. Then I became needy because...

Wow man, sounds familiar. My last LTR went about the same way. In the beginning I would check her behavior with a quickness. In that time she was the best girlfriend ever. At some point I fell in love with her and started being soft. I began supplicating and basically lost myself to her. I was...

Thanks. This forum had helped me with the answer to why I stayed. At the time and in the midst of my delusion, I thought that if I was good enough I could get the old her back. If I just treated her well enough, my girlfriend would come back and this impostor would go away. Now I understand that...

Hey everybody, I was referred here a few weeks ago by a guy on another forum. Been readinh this forum and the DJ bible and decided to finally post. I am here because of my BPD ex. She introduced me to rock bottom and I am trying like hell to recover. I am 34 and was your typical popular...