After going 2 weeks NC and her texting me, I dropped the ball by responding from a text she sent me on Friday and decided to text her this.
Me: I wasn't feeling well friday again. I read what you said and we were there for each other. Things were done and said it happened.
Me: The love is...
So yeah, I fck'ed up guys. I let my guard down and let my "emotions" get the better of me. I thought b/c I got rid of the attachment I can respond to what she said to me last night.
This happened, I responded yesterday text.
Now the power shifted or w/e. we'll basically this happened...
Yeah, it helped. I've been "POF'ing" for a bit and managed to talk to some girls, haven't met them yet but its helped. NC really started for me 2 weeks ago after I "deleted" her from facebook. I remember prior to that the first two days were hell. I didn't want to eat, or really get up from bed...
So guys, after a few days I get this text. "I know you dont want to hear from me. I just need to apologize for being an ass. I dont expect your forgiveness at all but i need to. apologize for probably making you feel as if you never did anything for me. we've done a lot for each other and i down...
A little bit of me really wants her to message me and I know it's way too soon for that, I mean..I was with her for a year and just like that its over. I keep assuming its easier for her because shes dumped so many guys and she was my "first" love. Hopefully this NC works..
Day one even though I deleted her off Facebook last week. She wasn't too thrilled but I had to. I say day one because after that I would randomly check her twitter even though I am not friends with her on there. I also deleted my facebook, just in case temptation kicks in. For now, I am just...
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