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I didn't reply and I do fully intend to stick to NC. Thing is she wins now what ever I do! I've spent all this time trying not to think about her and was making progress. One E-mail later and I can't think about anything else. She has deleted her POF account now and I can't help but wonder...

I'll openly admit it, I fell for her harder than I've fallen for anyone before and it is very difficult to ignore her. You are right though, she doesn't give a fvck about me and never has, Part of me thinks I should reply, play her game get layed then fvck her off... But the truth is I'm not...

I guess they do always come back! I kept NC all the time and until last night haven't heard a thing from her. I'm back POF now and last night I receive this from her: ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wow no to drugs lol hope your ok and doing well...

Thanks again for the encouragment and I'm pleased to tell you that I didn't text her or anything, still want too....but i won't. I've really been trying to get a handle on what's going on upstairs with me, and one thing that's really bothering me is why don't I hate her? I should after her...

Yeah i suppose it is a burden, but untill coming across this place and reading about cluster bombs or more specifically the type of poeple that fall for them; I hadn't realised how much (real life) influence it has on me. I've been thinking and I don't want to speak to my doctor, he's an...

I've decided to see my GP for some help, I have had a lot of turmoil in my life, my Dad was a drug addict and commited suicide when I was young, my mother was an alcoholic and I had to watch it kill her (littrally watched her take her last breath in hospital) her husband used to beat me regualy...

Thought I'd give you guys an update on the situation. You guys have been great here thank you again, and I'm sorry to tell you that I went there again. You probably feel like I just totaly ignored you all and I guess thats true, I can't honestly tell you why after knowing all that I know...

Alright I hear ya, She actually rang me at lunch time and had a massive go at me for being not replying to her ect, I told her she does that to me ALL THE TIME and she went of on one saying how she has all these things to take care of and has been too busy. So I said fine your too busy for a...

She has text me saying "wow not evening a good morning today guessing were not alright then" I replied saying I was just bust today, but only because I don't want to give her the satisfaction of being the 'dumper' again, But she's on to me and has now gone no contact. Well I came out of an...

Hey again thanks again to all who took the time to read and reply, I do apprecieate it. I am in a dark place, I cant concentrate on anything not even at work, I've started spending my evenings sitting in a chair going over and over everything that has happened obessively checking her facebook...

Since it's been 'ressurected' I'd like to talk about it. I didn't realise before but it turns out that she changed her profile picture from one of us both together to one of her by her self at 10pm the night she dissapeared. That added to the random message I got that clearly wasn't...

Yeah its a joke, but unfortantly every word is true. Which brings me to wonder if it was such a good idea going into so much detail. I guess it just helped to mull it all over. anyway im gonna take it down, like u said it can be seen from space and to be honest with you... for what ever crazy...

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