But...
She is not playing...
I cant get a hold of her...and im not going to her house to get the dogs on me.
Should i move on? And live...and wait ...and then wait some more 9 months for dna test...
Or does it sound like its not even mine, altjough she said...but..u never know
It was a joke at first ...tongue in cheek truth...it escalated...
I was there at her house the next moment...and weve been trying for a year..
Finally we both kinda lost the tought, but kept having unprotected...
I want a child but if she doesnt want to be with me cuz shes only 26 and whatever...
So i said..do you want to be with...
Not with your attitude..
So i said...theres 3 pills you can take to force uterine lining shedding...i am sure it wont feel good...
But if you want to be single...
Thats whatyou wNt?
No...
But its not making you happy.
Its an option.
More options...
So long story short...
Been with her for 3 years...break ups
.ok
..
I do what i want...she stays silent
.and im thinking ...maybe im treating her wrong...Because...i make her laugh...she makes me laugh..
i eat she eats
.i buy groceries...she comes and we buy together...separate bags...she...
So...is it beta bucks to help or provide..hate that word.
I help my girl. When she really needs it...or you know buy her favorite childhood snack.
Is it beta?
Whilst at the same time, she comes over and we do it any which way from sunday.
We talk too...but if i go 2 weeks without seeing her...i...
It was calm...we dont have time to8r each other...we tried....
We both are on the same page.
For once, a healthy separation.
Yet...she texts ...i cant stop picturing your face.
Wtf....yea me too.
Fvck face and pvzzi to match.
I didnt say that.
She ...both of us...just swallowed each other...
Yo!!!
Best compliment i ever heard.
Last night...lady said...
" you have the face of a sexy porn star"
Lol
Not my dyck not my body....but a sexy face i assume she likes lol
Question is...do gals know when a guy freezes up and what it means?
I know I should be asking girls this....but since we never take what they say to heart....I'm asking dudes that know.
Over the internet...crazy times we live in.
N e way ...
Do they notice and think....oh shyt....he's shy or oh...
It started out just hook up....but now she cleaned my house ..my fridge needed it....
She...we went to buy veggies....she cooked....I bought her a lipstick cuz I wanted to be nice....
So ...during her dicing tomatoes I obviously got behind her....she said....take your shot of rum and go lie down...
I say my girl...shes not having luck ..so she got offers to be a waitress at bar restaurant....
I have told her....I have money....you don't need to work....heck ..I don't work
But I thought ..she should work...I'm 40 retired...still look young tho ha!
but that's my life....she needs to learn...
Thank you bro.
You are right.
I am hurt.
I wanted a future with her.
We didn't communicate.
I told her...yo that's fvcked...she said yes I'm sorry.
But I like her man.
Not just the sex...not just the physical.
I just need time to decompress
Gosh darn it...now I don't like her...I hate it when people.... especially family members talk about how I spend my money.
I was lucky.
Nobody said shyt when I was bustin my azz daily.
Even my mom...I'm 40...she says...you need to work.
Like hell...I don't need to work that was the whole point...
Update....if anybody cares...
She texted me....I'm coming over first thing...make coffee.
I'm like ...no response.whatever.
First thing early...she checks all my rooms in the house to make sure nobody else is in.
Says...I came first thing on bus...I need a shower.
Sure..
I have like one bagel...
She has her flaws obviously.
I just wanted to have a kud with her.
I thought she wanted too.
There's more out there. I just wanted her.
She didn't feel strongly enough.
Back to the drawing board
This site uses cookies to help personalise content, tailor your experience and to keep you logged in if you register.
By continuing to use this site, you are consenting to our use of cookies.