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    defensiveend96 JOURNAL

    Thanks for the reply, I appreciate it man. I hear a lot about how talking about my problems with other people will help, but I don't really have anyone to talk to. My dad is old fashioned in the "men don't show their feelings" kind of way and even when I try to have a real conversation with him...
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    defensiveend96 JOURNAL

    Thanks bro. I know I'm being really negative and I do a lot of negative self talk but its hard when I truly just feel like giving up.
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    defensiveend96 JOURNAL

    Thanks again swayze for the advice. And thanks norwegian for your reply. How can I get in touch with you outside of ss? ( if that comment was directed at me, not sure if you were talking to me or swayze) Some updates... Its late right now so bear with me. Also I appologize for the long rant...
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    defensiveend96 JOURNAL

    I know. And I really appreciate your advice. But, being honest, this forum tends to throw around the idea that its not all about girls and that you should focus on other things and the girls will come. But what is the real reason we all came here? Why is there only advertisements on this forum...
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    defensiveend96 JOURNAL

    Hey dudes. Long time. Its late right now and I cant sleep so I thought I would write my thoughts down. i'm being completely honest here and I'm not trying to come off as complaining or whining, I just need to get my thoughts down. Life's been pretty shtty for me. I don't know what is wrong but...
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    defensiveend96 JOURNAL

    Thanks swayze and NorwegianDJ for the advice. I really appreciate it. Norwegian, you've given me a lot of things to think about. Is it cool if I pm you? I could use some more wise advice. Also in regards to your post, I know I shouldn't think of being in touch with my emotions to being a faggot...
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    defensiveend96 JOURNAL

    Hey dudes some updates... Workouts going good. I'm taking a little break from lifting. Might go back to the gym tomorrow. I've been doing cardio outside still (biking, playing football with friends, running) and I'm having a lot of fun. Looking leaner this week too which is good. I just got...
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    defensiveend96 JOURNAL

    Hey thanks to everyone for your replies and advice. Updates... My party went great last night. About 20 people showed up I think. Tons of fun. I got very drunk and high and passed out. Dont remember much, but I did have a lot of fun. My friends said it was great too and we all want to drink...
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    defensiveend96 JOURNAL

    Thanks for the great advice man. I don't think I'll go with a friend though, knowing my friends I'd probably get ****blocked or they would just stand there looking stupid. Updates.... Invited a bunch of girls to my party and most said they are coming. Did I mention I was having a party before...
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    defensiveend96 JOURNAL

    Hey dudes... Met a new chick yesterday but it didn't end the way I wanted. I didn't even really approach her. I was in the cafeteria and I went to talk to one of my friends and I didn't even notice the girl. I start telling some stories and jokes to my friend and the whole table starts...
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    defensiveend96 JOURNAL

    Not much new going on but I felt like writing. Workouts are going great and I'm in the best shape I've ever been. Feels awesome. I need to do better in school but it's hard for me to be motivated. It seems like most of the work we do is mindless busy work and things that won't matter in the...
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    Good stomach filling foods

    What works for me when I'm cutting is to drink a massive glass of water before and after my meal. Also caffeine helps me before a workout if I'm hungry. Good luck man.
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    defensiveend96 JOURNAL

    Thanks again swayze. I think I'm gonna talk to her again, I wanna fuk her and she's single so I might as well go for it. Planning a small party at my place soon. Probably gonna have like 10-20 good friends. I already have a good amount of friends who are coming but I want to get some girls to...
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    Need some help breaking through a massive Oneitis

    Doc, your a smart kid and judging by what you post you are doing pretty well with girls. Don't let her phuck up your confidence. Look out for number 1 (that's you). Anyway I think you need some closure with this chick. You spend all this time thinking about her and thinking what it would be...
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    defensiveend96 JOURNAL

    I appreciate your advice swayze. Does it matter that she was showing me signs of very high interest a while ago? Or should I just move on?
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    defensiveend96 JOURNAL

    Why hasn't it worked for you?
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    defensiveend96 JOURNAL

    Thanks for the replies yungballa and get better. It's been a bit since I last posted. I'm just gonna ramble off a few thoughts. Parties did not go as I planned. Got waaaaaaaaaaaay too drunk and ended up smoking pot and eating mcdonalds all night with random people. My fault but fukk man I...
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    Asking her

    Ask her out phaggot Stop over thinking You a man (as far as I know) and she's a woman that's how it works Ask her for coffee or go mini golfing or phuck her in the backalley behind Wal mart idgaf just ask brah Also don't talk to her on Skype for hours Scarcity is your friend grasshopper
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    I am so ****ing dead she said I was the american PIE GUY

    *posts entire date on Internet forum* Lol wat Anyway I have to admit I did a fair bit of the masturbating when I was younger. I used to call it stroking the salami. I never did it with baked goods though. Also dear fawkin diary dude you posted a god damn novel.
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    defensiveend96 JOURNAL

    In this case I think it would work better if I lied about where I'm from. Weird day today. On the one hand I had a really good workout. On the other hand, throughout the day, I didn't feel very confident or social and I was doubting myself. Maybe I was just having a bad day. School was bad too...
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