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Today is Day 60. I made it. It wasn't easy, especially at first. Some days just sucked. Even now, I can't say I feel much better sometimes, just...different. It helps a lot that she hasn't tried to contact me in any way either. I didn't expect her to, so at least her behavior is now...

Day 50 of NC. It was getting a lot easier until yesterday, when a firmer colleague of mine (and still current of hers) mentioned without any warning and without my asking 'oh your friend is doing fine. She keeps talking about them looking for a place so they can move in together' (with her 'ex'...

Day 46 of NC. She hasnt tried to contact me, and i dont expect she will. I realized something important today. When I remember the way she _looks_ and the way she _fvcked_, I miss her. When I remember how she _acted_, how she lied to me and her lack of respect for me, I don't.

Today marks six weeks of NC. Things were really getting better, but this past week I've found myself thinking of and missing her a lot. I don't know why. I went on vacation and had a great time-drinking, dancing, talking to every woman I could, even went home with a damn cute bartender, but I...

Day 30. It really does feel like I'm over the top and it's all downhill from here.

Day 28. It's been four weeks since I established NC. For the most part every day gets easier. Yesterday sucked though. I had her on my mind all day, and when I started cleaning up the new bike, the neighbor's daughter started playing country music, which always makes me think of her. I...

Day 20 - went for a 400 mile ride today. No chance to mope about her since it takes concentration to ride. A good day.

Day 19 I'm beginning to be OK with never hearing from her again. Went back to gym today. Felt good.

Forgot to mention I've started going back to the gym and riding my bike (the pedal kind) again. I'd started that and lost about 20 lbs and replaced it with muscle until I let everything to go sh*t around the holidays.

Apologies for the long post. I’ve been doing NC on my own and struggling some. I’m posting here because like most of you, I’ve been burned and need to go NC for my own sanity. A bit about me: probably a bit older than most here (51). Fairly well educated/read/traveled. Just goes to show you...