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update: i am staying at a friends to get back on my feet. apparently the ***** is still livng there with my dad. He is drunk all the time and does not care. anyway im going to save up to get my own place, maby try and get into better shape as well.

well i finally did get fed up. Where i live is a ****'n dump so i'v decided to move out alltogethor. I live with my father and its a crap nest. Everyone there is drunk all the time and it is just gross. anyway......i am saving up and that hoe can stay there cause all she does is eat small...

**** you im not at troll. If you dont have anything good to say then gtfo cause my life is the ****s and i dont need people telling me that im not even worth the time cause im making it up. **** you! and besides that yes she is very heavy....... im 220 and she is more than me and shorter...

yeah the appointment is on monday, so i'll tell you all how it goes.

yes i am going to go see a professional. the other day i went to the doctor and got them to set me up. I got an appointment at the hospital for an assessment so we will see how it goes. other than that, i think i just needed to here some encouragement...and thats wut I am getting. So thankyou...

I recently had this girl move into my house. she is extremely overweight and i just brought her a long because i am lonely. She doesnt have a job and is expecting me to partially support her. She also gets money from her reserve because she is indian. Man do I feel pathetic. She has been here...

well she started calling me again and was laughing at me. She said i was an ass so she just bit back. I dunno if i wanna keep her around for rucking or not. I would be alright but i should prolly just game some other chicks as well so i dont get one itis again. All i really want right now...

im starting to see that there are actual dj's on here.

this finally sank in.

thanks, i needed that.

i asked her straight up what she wanted, she said I was just a "standing ****" so im like why the **** do you wanna do dating stuff?? she is like "thats not dating stuff" anyway she blew me off cause i was a big *******. buts yeah this is for the best anyway. i feel much...

yeah i feel like total **** right now.

yeah i'v been cheap, called her a slut, ***** all the time. i guess i'v been abusive........god i really dont like myself right now, you guys are right about me being too young thats for sure. anway maby i thought about doing something nice for a change. like a picknick

yeah im an idiot. i caved and went down to a bar where she was at...... i just had to know wether she was playing me or being defensive cause i'v realized that i'v been a huge ******* to me. anyway i dropped by but decided to leave cause this wasnt worth it. I said hight and then...

man do i feel better. i just wrote buch of fake letters from all sides...........it feels good getting everything out.

i changed my mind, that was nice writing that out, it really let my anger out. im actually gonna send something nice instead, cause it will drive her nuts... i'll just say i had fun and good luck in the future.

haha yeah she prolly did fake it. anyway she sent me a message that was not very nice and i feel week........... god this sucks. at the same time im angry and have compsed a messages that is like this: yeah haha that mind ****ing is not gonna work on me. Your forgetting im smarter...

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lol

yeah so i sent this back: "fair enough. haha i thought it would have been fun to do some more dirty things, cause im a horny bastard and thought we could have gotten a little crazier. but its all good guess you'll never get to find out haha. ( like stawberries and whip cream..mmm)...