So I fvcked it up big time. Last night I was really pumped to end this whole sh1t so I called her and ask where she was, I needed to talk to her. She was home and said to come by. When I got there, she was very excited to see me and we sat in her living room. It was close to midnight. So I had her there, I said look we need to talk, and she said what's up with a very flirty smile and look on her face.
And as I was saying I don't know if I can pull this, you're coming off to strong she gave me the saddest '' puppy eyes'' look I've ever seen. She then proceeded to sat in my lap and started making out with me. I was fighting really, I was telling myself this is not worth it idiot don't fvckin do it, but I did it. I fvcked her, again. It's like I was under a fvckin spell or something. I just couldn't resist her. Fvck..