Blacksheep
Master Don Juan
Since I was aware of myself in childhood.How long did the defamation and traumas go on for? 6 months, 12 months 2 years, 3 years, 5 years, etc? Usually the amount of time that the damages were incurred it will take 1/2 the time to fully come out of the hole.
Also if you were damaged with a certain group or certain people, you cannot count on their viewpoint ever changing again in your favor, you would be better off relocating.
For example, I liked to practice swimming... He criticized that saying that I was wasting my time. I liked yugioh cards... he said it was stupid and I was retard... I liked videogames, it was also stupid.
He said I was going to become addict to drugs and waste me whole life... That I was going to be the disaster to family. Funny thing that I didn't became that.
I was phisically abused by a babysitter when I was 4 years old, she would hang me, hit me and get naked next to me. He said it was bull****.
Everything I do is wrong in his view... and now he is using some weird strategies since I started confronting him. He become agressive with my mom if she tried at anytime defend me.
Not saying I'm a victim here... just that it was not right... Most of stuffs he did on my childhood it was like I was a demon... And I was just a child. Even nowadays, his acts is completely disrespectful.
I can't even talk about my projects and ideas, cause if he saw something working on... He will do the best to sabotage.
So I think it will take some years to recover... It's a lot of stuffs to take care, and now I think I can process it right on my mind.