Being accused of psychopath, stupid, sociopath...

[Blacksheep]

One more time, I hear my dad accusing me like that...

Now he said, my ex girlfriends come to him and accused me as that... also their parents. Only because I said no, I decided to broke up... One girl tried to marry me at all cost, I said I didn't want... She said she would find someone that wanted and leave my house... Then she said that I kicked her from home and called my dad!

So, when I try to make a decision who goes against my parents desire they use every threat to put me down. Even this defamation campaign.

I'm being really stupid in one point: I need to leave this town, this job on his company... I was even sending my CV to all kind of job opportunities. Now with this pandemy, I don't know if I should do that.

But it almost killing me. I'm lowering my anti depressing drug, and it also helps depression come again.

Should I just kick everything and leave? Even in this situation of corona?

 

[BaldandBrazy88]

Stay strong. Your dad is a beta/ blue pill . Pay no attention to him or anybody on that regard. Trust your process and your judgement if you broke up with her you must've had your reasons.
Now, don't rush things save up some.money, keep sending those Cvs, good things will.come.
Regards bro

 

[Alvafe]

why you care?

you are almost 30, its time already to ignore what your parents tell you and do what you must

 

[Blacksheep]

why you care?

you are almost 30, its time already to ignore what your parents tell you and do what you must

I'm asking this to myself everyday...

I think basically I'm so insecure to go and face them, or just leave as my intuition always said I should do.

 

[Blacksheep]

Stay strong. Your dad is a beta/ blue pill . Pay no attention to him or anybody on that regard. Trust your process and your judgement if you broke up with her you must've had your reasons.
Now, don't rush things save up some.money, keep sending those Cvs, good things will.come.
Regards bro

Thanks man!

I'm gonna focus on that, even it's hard... I must face that, I waste so many time being affraid and caring about those assumptions. And he knows I blame myself too much for the mistakes I've made in the past. It's my weakness and one who knows can exploit.

Regard too bro!

 

[mrgoodstuff]

Thanks man!

I'm gonna focus on that, even it's hard... I must face that, I waste so many time being affraid and caring about those assumptions. And he knows I blame myself too much for the mistakes I've made in the past. It's my weakness and one who knows can exploit.

Regard too bro!

If the environment is too costly in terms of loss of peace then you have to get out of it. You do realize an environment working against you no matter how strong you are represses parts of your personality. It will block your blessings.

 

[Blacksheep]

If the environment is too costly in terms of loss of peace then you have to get out of it. You do realize an environment working against you no matter how strong you are represses parts of your personality. It will block your blessings.

Thats true man.

I wait so much... Always thinking that i need money for food, for my son, etc. But if I keep I will also lose it sometime, cause my health is going down and also my sanity.

Both sides I will lose something... But that last one Im giving up on my life, peace and effort for a person (working for him) who just wanna use people to fill some desire he has or something in his ego idk. I really ask myself if a person that accuses others for being sociopath or psycopath, wasnt only projecting himself into others.

And thanks for your advice man!

 

[mrgoodstuff]

Thats true man.

I wait so much... Always thinking that i need money for food, for my son, etc. But if I keep I will also lose it sometime, cause my health is going down and also my sanity.

Both sides I will lose something... But that last one Im giving up on my life, peace and effort for a person (working for him) who just wanna use people to fill some desire he has or something in his ego idk. I really ask myself if a person that accuses others for being sociopath or psycopath, wasnt only projecting himself into others.

And thanks for your advice man!

You can learn some things while you are "blocked", you can be strong as holey hell. But in the end it simply represses more of you vs being in a environment that doesn't work against you.

 

[Kotaix]

Thats true man.

I wait so much... Always thinking that i need money for food, for my son, etc. But if I keep I will also lose it sometime, cause my health is going down and also my sanity.

Both sides I will lose something... But that last one Im giving up on my life, peace and effort for a person (working for him) who just wanna use people to fill some desire he has or something in his ego idk. I really ask myself if a person that accuses others for being sociopath or psycopath, wasnt only projecting himself into others.

And thanks for your advice man!

If your father is overbearing and you work for him then you need to leave.

There isn't a magic time to do anything, waiting is just you putting off doing what needs to be done. Don't plan to do anything, just do it and deal with the consequences. You will survive and probably come out the other side much stronger. Just do it.

 

[Blacksheep]

You can learn some things while you are "blocked", you can be strong as holey hell. But in the end it simply represses more of you vs being in a environment that doesn't work against you.

True! I wait so long and that experience just prove that point.

 

[Blacksheep]

If your father is overbearing and you work for him then you need to leave.

There isn't a magic time to do anything, waiting is just you putting off doing what needs to be done. Don't plan to do anything, just do it and deal with the consequences. You will survive and probably come out the other side much stronger. Just do it.

Thanks bro!

Thats true... as my decisions of being patient and waiting the righ moment, I can see it is not working... It just getting worse.

The defamation are becoming worse, and its kind of scary. I will try to find some way to protect me and just be as far away possible from him, that is not cool... I never sabotage anything to deceive him. In his company I do stuffs that even was not my responsible and try to help the best I can. I could have all the reasons to do something evil there or act in bad faith, but fortunately I didn't get lost on that. It doesn't worth.

Gonna get out that job tomorrow and lets see what will go on after that.