Hey guys, will be documenting my daily exploits here in Shenzhen, China. Since I arrived here 4 months ago, I have slept with/dated some top tier looking chicks as well as some very average ones.
However.....I have ruined keeping many as plates or going into something longer term from a lack of inner game or neediness. I think being older now in late 30s not where I want to be career wise has gotten in me head to create this deep seeded needy behavior.
Behaviors such as telling a new chick I want her as my GF while I'm banging her for the first time.
Behaviors like trying to stay with a girl longer after I bang her until she is literally ready for me to leave. And behaviors such as using coffee cup emojis and happy face emojis in chat.
I do have some investments locked away back home that give me decent hope for the future, but yeah, the lack of not making much money right now has mind ****ed me a bit.
So I am creating this detailed journal so others can chime in on my experiences and help me set my frame straight like it used to be.
My current status: Am about to go out tonight to Coco Park a large bar area in the futian shopping district of this city. I have 2 girls who I would like to set as new plates then maybe more if one seems determined to lock me down. These are both HB 8s. I like ones personality more but the others body more. I have another hb7 who I'm semi dating right now but she says she might need to reevaluate our relationship because I dissapeared to Hong Kong for one week. I have another one in Hong Kong HB 8.5 who thinks I'm her bf but she is only free on Sundays and travelling to Hong Kong to see her is a pain because I need to book hotel rooms and go through immigration, ect.
So of the two new girls here who I want as plates, one I went on a date with from tinder made out with. She sent me pictures of her hometown the next day and simply said "arrived." I said good to see your messages and wow nice sunny day in your hometown looks full of nature ...no reply.
The other girl I met at a bar banged a few nights ago.....after I left her place the following day, she sent me a message saying have you arrived home safely?
I sent yes the taxi driver took me to such and such station, had a great time with you last night am about to shower then go fishing she replied only with the word "okay"...I sent sent hope you have a nice day with a coffee cup emoji.....no reply...
This same girl liked a new WeChat post I made last night....so not sure what she is really feeling about me.
My plan is to not communicate with either until they reach out to me.
I am going out now in about an hour from now.....will post a detailed report tomorrow. Goal is to pull a better looking girl than I did the last time. Hopefully not get too drunk keep myself under control.
However.....I have ruined keeping many as plates or going into something longer term from a lack of inner game or neediness. I think being older now in late 30s not where I want to be career wise has gotten in me head to create this deep seeded needy behavior.
Behaviors such as telling a new chick I want her as my GF while I'm banging her for the first time.
Behaviors like trying to stay with a girl longer after I bang her until she is literally ready for me to leave. And behaviors such as using coffee cup emojis and happy face emojis in chat.
I do have some investments locked away back home that give me decent hope for the future, but yeah, the lack of not making much money right now has mind ****ed me a bit.
So I am creating this detailed journal so others can chime in on my experiences and help me set my frame straight like it used to be.
My current status: Am about to go out tonight to Coco Park a large bar area in the futian shopping district of this city. I have 2 girls who I would like to set as new plates then maybe more if one seems determined to lock me down. These are both HB 8s. I like ones personality more but the others body more. I have another hb7 who I'm semi dating right now but she says she might need to reevaluate our relationship because I dissapeared to Hong Kong for one week. I have another one in Hong Kong HB 8.5 who thinks I'm her bf but she is only free on Sundays and travelling to Hong Kong to see her is a pain because I need to book hotel rooms and go through immigration, ect.
So of the two new girls here who I want as plates, one I went on a date with from tinder made out with. She sent me pictures of her hometown the next day and simply said "arrived." I said good to see your messages and wow nice sunny day in your hometown looks full of nature ...no reply.
The other girl I met at a bar banged a few nights ago.....after I left her place the following day, she sent me a message saying have you arrived home safely?
I sent yes the taxi driver took me to such and such station, had a great time with you last night am about to shower then go fishing she replied only with the word "okay"...I sent sent hope you have a nice day with a coffee cup emoji.....no reply...
This same girl liked a new WeChat post I made last night....so not sure what she is really feeling about me.
My plan is to not communicate with either until they reach out to me.
I am going out now in about an hour from now.....will post a detailed report tomorrow. Goal is to pull a better looking girl than I did the last time. Hopefully not get too drunk keep myself under control.
