Ok, lately, I've been on a tear, getting laid a lot, easily, lots of options etc.
However, this becomes quite hollow as i'm sure you might know.
I meet this girl, intuition says before going in, looking at her social media etc, she's probably out there, gonna be just another hook up/cool experience for a night.
Prior to the date- conversation is amazing, so much chemistry and tension- instant replies, etc. We talked sexually, and she mentioned "im not gonna **** you right away, maybe like the third date" (yea right) I asked her why the third and she says she usually gets bored and its a good indicator.
Fast forward to first date- Chemistry is amazing, I mean in years of one nighters, randoms/dates I like this girl, you know that moment when you know you're ****ed a bit? anyway, she starts opening up to me about her past, I take that as a good sign, as I could easily judge her, she's got a sort of shady-past, best friend is a stripper... red flags I know, but I have a very ****ty, shady past too, and I know who I am.
-Saying things like I didn't think you would have this much substance, or we'd feel this way, you make me want to not even move now (moving closer to the city)
We start hooking up, that highschool type of hook up, can't keep eachothers hands off one another, it stops. because she has somewhere to be, I probably could have hit, not sure though.. she seemed kinda firm in not.
couple days go by, she's a bartender and got some mansion pool party gig (lol yeaaaa right?) communication is still pretty decent and i'm trying to play cool- she sorta flakes on non solid plans and I start getting cold on her- maybe it was obvious she even says **** like "you should trust me, I feel like you don't want to trust me" I had mentioned to her, I don't really wanna be involved with a girl who's a bartender, out in the nightlife scene etc, I'm too old for it, I'm 30 shes 25, but I'd probably be willing to give it a shot for a little, see what happens.
Ok date 2, she tells me to come over, tells me I can spend the night, "im not ****ing you though" I get there, it's a little awkward at first, then we start hooking up again like crazy, we do everything but ****. Every time I try to slide it in she stops me, she's really unsure. says things like she works in medicine and she deals with nasty STD's everyday, she wants me to get tested, but then eventually goes to ok, if you have a condom (which I didn't loll)
Says things like "You're older, I don't usually talk to guys that like look like you, I don't know where you've been) I know her ex cheated on her, but this girls a knockout and gets plenty of male attention soo..
She goes "next date"
We end up not ****ing, we cuddle for a little, and I end up leaving, I think that bothered her. Communication goes down, I ask her if im seeing her Weds, she says I don't know I have to work now. I respond "lol" And now we haven't spoken in 2 days. She views all my social media stuff though, and last night posted some stuff then deleted it, then posted some other stuff about starting a new life in the city.
I haven't reached out, I offered a date, she didn't counter offer, she use to hit me constantly now doesn't. I'm thinking 2 things, she lost interest, liked me, knowing it's a bad idea because shes moving. or She knows next time we hang out theres gonna be the expectation of sex and that's a pressure she doesn't like... but like, why wouldn't you **** me if you like me that much? Lol
I definitely don't think im reaching out again, I made it clear I like her. I offered a date, but maybe she got turned off by me acting like I don't really believe her. If the chick liked me that much she'd be hitting me up. BUTTTT you can both play it too cool and just never end up talking again.
Idk boys. /end rant
However, this becomes quite hollow as i'm sure you might know.
I meet this girl, intuition says before going in, looking at her social media etc, she's probably out there, gonna be just another hook up/cool experience for a night.
Prior to the date- conversation is amazing, so much chemistry and tension- instant replies, etc. We talked sexually, and she mentioned "im not gonna **** you right away, maybe like the third date" (yea right) I asked her why the third and she says she usually gets bored and its a good indicator.
Fast forward to first date- Chemistry is amazing, I mean in years of one nighters, randoms/dates I like this girl, you know that moment when you know you're ****ed a bit? anyway, she starts opening up to me about her past, I take that as a good sign, as I could easily judge her, she's got a sort of shady-past, best friend is a stripper... red flags I know, but I have a very ****ty, shady past too, and I know who I am.
-Saying things like I didn't think you would have this much substance, or we'd feel this way, you make me want to not even move now (moving closer to the city)
We start hooking up, that highschool type of hook up, can't keep eachothers hands off one another, it stops. because she has somewhere to be, I probably could have hit, not sure though.. she seemed kinda firm in not.
couple days go by, she's a bartender and got some mansion pool party gig (lol yeaaaa right?) communication is still pretty decent and i'm trying to play cool- she sorta flakes on non solid plans and I start getting cold on her- maybe it was obvious she even says **** like "you should trust me, I feel like you don't want to trust me" I had mentioned to her, I don't really wanna be involved with a girl who's a bartender, out in the nightlife scene etc, I'm too old for it, I'm 30 shes 25, but I'd probably be willing to give it a shot for a little, see what happens.
Ok date 2, she tells me to come over, tells me I can spend the night, "im not ****ing you though" I get there, it's a little awkward at first, then we start hooking up again like crazy, we do everything but ****. Every time I try to slide it in she stops me, she's really unsure. says things like she works in medicine and she deals with nasty STD's everyday, she wants me to get tested, but then eventually goes to ok, if you have a condom (which I didn't loll)
Says things like "You're older, I don't usually talk to guys that like look like you, I don't know where you've been) I know her ex cheated on her, but this girls a knockout and gets plenty of male attention soo..
She goes "next date"
We end up not ****ing, we cuddle for a little, and I end up leaving, I think that bothered her. Communication goes down, I ask her if im seeing her Weds, she says I don't know I have to work now. I respond "lol" And now we haven't spoken in 2 days. She views all my social media stuff though, and last night posted some stuff then deleted it, then posted some other stuff about starting a new life in the city.
I haven't reached out, I offered a date, she didn't counter offer, she use to hit me constantly now doesn't. I'm thinking 2 things, she lost interest, liked me, knowing it's a bad idea because shes moving. or She knows next time we hang out theres gonna be the expectation of sex and that's a pressure she doesn't like... but like, why wouldn't you **** me if you like me that much? Lol
I definitely don't think im reaching out again, I made it clear I like her. I offered a date, but maybe she got turned off by me acting like I don't really believe her. If the chick liked me that much she'd be hitting me up. BUTTTT you can both play it too cool and just never end up talking again.
Idk boys. /end rant
