This is just a self pity story i wanted to share

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I met this girl in my math class during the first semester of my high school Sophmore year. At the very beginning, I didn't talk to her at all. It was until we were put into the same group that we started to talk. I was a quiet kid back then. Almost nobody in the class knew who I was, and since I barely spoke to anyone, this made me a "mysterious" guy. She started to ask questions about myself, the one question that stood out the most was "What kind of girls do you like?" I didn't answer, so she asked, "Do you like white girls?" I said "No". "Do you like hispanic girls?" I said "No". "Do you like black girls?" I said "No". Then she asked what did I like then and I said, "I don't know" She then asked if I was gay and I said "No". Two days passed, we had a minor friendship going on by this point. She asked for my number so we could play 8 Ball Pool (it was a popular mobile game in my High School back then). I gave her my number and we were soon texting each other. After that, she asked for my Snapchat, she would send regular pictures of herself but it soon escalated to more naughty pictures like booty short pictures, pictures after showering (with a towel covering her body). This was a big deal for me because this was my first-time experience with this kind of things. At this point, I was heavily invested in her, I even dare to say I was in LOVE, not because of the pictures she would send me but because she was an amazing girl. She was so charismatic, funny, and beautiful. We had great chemistry. I enjoyed every moment I spent with her in class. I would show up to school so happy because I knew I would see her, I was having the best time of my life. I still have feelings towards her after 3 years, she was that amazing. Anyways, time went on and we were basically going out, except we weren't. She was dating a guy even before we ever spoke, and I knew this. At first, I didn't care because I never thought our relationship would ever get to this point. As time went on, my urge to kiss her became very strong and I know she wanted to kiss me too but she couldn't because she had a boyfriend. We would smile at each other and would say goodbye every day after class. We would text about naughty things after school and we even made plans to go on dates whenever I got my license. This never happened, I wanted her to be mine, though she couldn't. I knew she loved me the same way I loved her. Typing this makes me want to cry just by thinking how would it have been if we actually had an intimate relationship. I never understood why she didn't break up with her boyfriend giving our relationship condition. 1st semester of Sophmore year was coming to an end. I gave her one last look into her eyes, we were about to kiss for the first time but there was too much at risk, she still was dating her BF and our last goodbye was in class, we would have gotten supended if we kissed. Thinking back, I would have kissed her without hesitation. We said our last goodbye. Expect it wasn't.

2nd semester of Sophomore year we had History together. I barely talked to her in that class, mainly because I was a bit jealous she was still dating the same guy. Nothing happened between us in that class. Although she did say something to me mid-semester, I replied with excitement and a smile but she had a plain face. That was the only real interaction we had.

Fast forward to 2nd semester of Junior year, the only thing that happened between us was that she gave me a ride to Walmart, she was reluctant at first because she was dating another guy by this point but her friend convinced her to give me a ride. Few days passed and I went to Food Lion to buy some milk. It turns out, she worked there as a cashier. I already knew this, this was the real reason I went to buy milk there in the first place. I pretended I went to buy milk because I wanted to see her again. I told her the reason I bought milk was that I busted my ass in gym class and a black girl said I needed some milk (This was a Vine reference. You can look it up by typing "He needs some milk" on Youtube). She laughed and said I was corny. I went on my way. I would only see her a few times in the hallways during my Senior year of High School. She would look my way from time to time. We never spoke a word to each other again after that encounter at Food Lion. We graduated on June 8th, 2019.


I feel like texting her and telling her how I loved her during sophomore year of High School but I know this is a stupid thing to do. It's been close to 3 years since that happened and she probably doesn't feel anything towards me anymore. She going to college after summer. I sometimes think about her and the moments we had.

This makes me so sad.... FUKKKKKKKKKK

This was the story I wanted to share, thank you for reading.
 

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Try asking her out and this time don't be a pu$$y. Do what ya gotta do, what are you gonna lose.
and she probably kept you for your validations, perhaps you weren't the only orbiter.
 

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Yeah she kept you in “orbit” or a “holding pattern.” It’s not uncommon.
that b i t c h lol. I stopped talking to her a few months after we met. I just knew we wouldn't become anything...
 

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Try asking her out and this time don't be a pu$$y. Do what ya gotta do, what are you gonna lose.
and she probably kept you for your validations, perhaps you weren't the only orbiter.
Thanks for the suggestion but I don't think it's a smart idea now thinking back. It's been a few years since that happened.
 

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Well, you're entering college now and you'll meet new people, it's time for you to start using game.
I myself have just started reading every thread on this site after reading "The rational male", and I have 2 dates next week, but I'm also focused on my purpose cus im tryna build a business while working at the same time.
 

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Well, you're entering college now and you'll meet new people, it's time for you to start using game.
I myself have just started reading every thread on this site after reading "The rational male", and I have 2 dates next week, but I'm also focused on my purpose cus im tryna build a business while working at the same time.
I'm most likely not going to college because I don't even know what I'm passionate about. Hope it goes well for you
 

If you currently have too many women chasing you, calling you, harassing you, knocking on your door at 2 o'clock in the morning... then I have the simple solution for you.

Just read my free ebook 22 Rules for Massive Success With Women and do the opposite of what I recommend.

This will quickly drive all women away from you.

And you will be able to relax and to live your life in peace and quiet.

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We dont always get paid in what we are passionate about.
I must disagree here. I do think it's possible to earn something from your passion but it will take a long time before you can live off of your passion. I don't mind living frugally for a few years.
 

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I must disagree here. I do think it's possible to earn something from your passion but it will take a long time before you can live off of your passion. I don't mind living frugally for a few years.
There are many cases were passions remain a hobby. And your work scope is an area of interest butnot passion.
 

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Dude, just ask her out man. Get it off your chest. If she says no then you'll have your closure and you can move on.
 

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I'm most likely not going to college because I don't even know what I'm passionate about. Hope it goes well for you
Good, don't go to college unless you know why you are going. Too expensive and time consuming to figure out what you want there.
 
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