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Ok So I went on two dates this week as my housemate has head fvcked me and I was catching feels.
One on Tuesday - drinks, dinner, drinks then back to my place. Lots of fun 7/10 blonde 28yo we were seeing each other about 2 years ago before my ex gf and I reached out
One last night Wednesday, drinks, drinks, drinks then back to my place. Even more fun 7.5/10 Russian looking brunette - 22yo - met her when she was 19 and I was 26 and hadn’t seen her since my mother had just died and I was a prick to her. She reach out last week randomly saying she had dreamt about me.
Last night on the way back to mine I picked up some gin from my local shop and the guy asked “where’s the girls?” As I usually go in there with different chicks either on way home or on way out for the night, they know me as a player and asked me to bring girls for them (creepy). Anyway I tell him there’s a chick in the Uber and he says take this... and squirted some liquid viagra in my mouth and said it will work when u go home. My god. My **** was getting hard even this afternoon at work, I laid the pipe down proper last night. Barebacked both, plus Sara last Friday so I’m defo getting tested at the weekend.
Banged both, but in my housemates bed. It was out of anger. I pretended to them it was my room and quickly hid the obvious girl stuff. Fvcked both in Sara’s bed while she’s in Morocco because I assumed she would be banging every fvcking dude she could while drunk.
At work some people (women) said it’s disgusting and “would she move out if she found out”. We’ve said we are just friends so I’m going back to rampaging. 3 lays in 6 days, I’m getting my groove back (even if one was Sara last Friday) I did it for my peace of mind, if she ever pisses me off or disrespects I’ll secretly always have this.
Am I fvcked up? I feel fine, my friends and work colleagues praise me, agree with the sentiment and reasoning above, I have a feeling you guys are going to roast me though so please give your opinions?
I also feel guilty because I spoke to Sara today and she’s in a Muslim country and has literally had 3 beers since she arrived on Monday therefore I know she’s not banging anyone. Also the sex with the two girls was so much better, we kissed, cuddled, were affectionate, I felt wanted and desired, dirty talk, I came, just everything that sex with Sara wasn’t. Thanks for reading
Ok So I went on two dates this week as my housemate has head fvcked me and I was catching feels.
One on Tuesday - drinks, dinner, drinks then back to my place. Lots of fun 7/10 blonde 28yo we were seeing each other about 2 years ago before my ex gf and I reached out
One last night Wednesday, drinks, drinks, drinks then back to my place. Even more fun 7.5/10 Russian looking brunette - 22yo - met her when she was 19 and I was 26 and hadn’t seen her since my mother had just died and I was a prick to her. She reach out last week randomly saying she had dreamt about me.
Last night on the way back to mine I picked up some gin from my local shop and the guy asked “where’s the girls?” As I usually go in there with different chicks either on way home or on way out for the night, they know me as a player and asked me to bring girls for them (creepy). Anyway I tell him there’s a chick in the Uber and he says take this... and squirted some liquid viagra in my mouth and said it will work when u go home. My god. My **** was getting hard even this afternoon at work, I laid the pipe down proper last night. Barebacked both, plus Sara last Friday so I’m defo getting tested at the weekend.
Banged both, but in my housemates bed. It was out of anger. I pretended to them it was my room and quickly hid the obvious girl stuff. Fvcked both in Sara’s bed while she’s in Morocco because I assumed she would be banging every fvcking dude she could while drunk.
At work some people (women) said it’s disgusting and “would she move out if she found out”. We’ve said we are just friends so I’m going back to rampaging. 3 lays in 6 days, I’m getting my groove back (even if one was Sara last Friday) I did it for my peace of mind, if she ever pisses me off or disrespects I’ll secretly always have this.
Am I fvcked up? I feel fine, my friends and work colleagues praise me, agree with the sentiment and reasoning above, I have a feeling you guys are going to roast me though so please give your opinions?
I also feel guilty because I spoke to Sara today and she’s in a Muslim country and has literally had 3 beers since she arrived on Monday therefore I know she’s not banging anyone. Also the sex with the two girls was so much better, we kissed, cuddled, were affectionate, I felt wanted and desired, dirty talk, I came, just everything that sex with Sara wasn’t. Thanks for reading
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