I've suffered tremendously in my life due to my lack of any semblance of dating life. The fact that I've gotten to 29 years old without a single relationship is absolutely horrifying. I've felt tremendous loneliness at big parts of my life
What's fukked up is I almost wish I was born gay. Literally being born gay would solve all my dating problems overnight. I've been around maybe 10 gay men in my life and every single one of them has absolutely swooned over my combination of manly but super well groomed looks, nice muscular physique and impeccable fashion sense. I could probably go to the gay part of Chicago and have tons and tons of good looking, educated, fun, muscular 23-30 year old men (the women I should be getting) swooning over me.
Am I wrong to think this? Please keep this a serious discussion. I have zero interest in men - I have male friends who look like male fitness models and I have never felt any attraction to any of them.
What's fukked up is I almost wish I was born gay. Literally being born gay would solve all my dating problems overnight. I've been around maybe 10 gay men in my life and every single one of them has absolutely swooned over my combination of manly but super well groomed looks, nice muscular physique and impeccable fashion sense. I could probably go to the gay part of Chicago and have tons and tons of good looking, educated, fun, muscular 23-30 year old men (the women I should be getting) swooning over me.
Am I wrong to think this? Please keep this a serious discussion. I have zero interest in men - I have male friends who look like male fitness models and I have never felt any attraction to any of them.