Even worse than that playa: we fuel the doubt we have in our own abilities.
Don’t ever let anyone try to put any restrictions on you achieving your full potential.
I love the quote "obstacles only appears when you take your eyes off the goal. When you eyes are on the goal... there is no obstacles"
Gambino needs to clear his debts, reframe himself with positive energy (take a much things you can and view it has a accomplished goal...ex: you woke up and got out of bed... 1 goal accomplished, made you bed... goal 2 done... breakfast goal 3...)
Also Gambino, focus on your studies and internship.
Keep all your money to clear your debt.
Start inviting your friends or plate over to your place in a BYOB mode (bring your own booze aka alcohol).
Creativity is also in situation solving.
You are creative when you escape traffic to get to your appointment, or you find a way to get the girl number.
From your threads and posting history... you seems to be a guy all over the place and who's always seeking a High... so normal you crash when you enter a "quiet - nothing going on zone"
But quiet time are the most valuable, cause they allow you to reflect and prepare yourself for when the action starts again.
Remember give yourself a 5 list of goals/ or better routine.
1) Clear debt
2) Exercise : just walking or 20minutes cardio a day... use phone apps if needed + (remove alcohol consumption, restrict it to 1 drink at a socia event)
3) Do everything you need to succeed at internship and get referrals (reviews)
4) Keep the studying on (while the internship)
5) Review budget.
Sunday, I had a financial analysis done for a client... He's 20 000$ margin of credit indebt.. 7% interest rate. It will take him 500$ a month to clear it in 4 YEARS.
Debt are cancer, finance rekt couples/ltr/celibate.
Stay at your mom. Budget, use all money to clear debt.
Stay away from investing in stock/mutualfunds/crypto.... Keep it to your bank account (chequing)