After reading some things on this site, and reflecting upon my current state, I have came up with a self-improvement list that I will execute daily. I need to focus on myself, the goals I set out, and I will be successful and happy. I need to be more confident with myself.
A few things I set out that I will start right away tomorrow morning
1. Working out on a routinely basis - eating more
2. Drinking more water
3. No more ciggerrettes
4. Keep up with my passion of becoming a physician - meaning attending all my volunteering; mentoring kids, starting back at the hospital.
5. Stop associating myself with people who lower my confidence and ruin my image.
This is what I've been thinking about. On a side note, screw that girl. Plenty of other girls. Least I talked to her, and wasn't a *****.
