ImTheDoubleGreatest!
Master Don Juan
I have the physical appearance of how I want to look like right now (inner pecs could use some work though and legs could be a little bigger, or maybe my back could be a little smaller?) and right now I just want to get a lot stronger without gaining size. I don't even care if I gain WEIGHT, but I don't really want any size. I remember when before I got kicked off the team, I was getting 5 hours of sleep a night and exercising for at least 5 hours a day everyday. I got up to 175 lbs but looked almost exactly the same as I did when I weighed 160. I'm ok with that. But now I'm 165 and look so much bigger/bloated than when I was 175. It's ridiculous. Sometimes there are guys in the gym who look decently built, but nothing really special, and you see them lift a fvck ton of weight that you think they shouldn't be able to lift (go look up Clarence Kennedy when he was a skinny kid just starting out. He was super skinny but was able to lift a crap ton of weight he should t have been able to lift. Now he's a big dude, but I like to be like how he was in the middle of that transformation). That's how I want to be like. If I could stay the same size like how I am now yet still get a lot stronger, I'd love to know how. Maybe strengthing your CNS? But I'm not sure how to do that exactly. Help would be appreciated.
tl;dr How can I gain a fvck ton of strength without size?
tl;dr How can I gain a fvck ton of strength without size?