I dated a women for a couple months earlier this year and a average looking women but in the ball park of what I'm looking for but just didn't have her life together so I let her go. I do some online dating and I went out with a occupational therapist, nice looking girl and I thought everything went great but she said the chemistry wasen't there. Went out with a 8 I met online and on the second I went to her house and watch a movie, ended up making out with her and sucking on her titties but wouldn't let me get any further then that cause she said she liked me and didn't want me to ruin it. She goes away on a trip and decides she wanted to get back together with her ex. I met a very attractive brunette a 9 at a grocery store, talked to her for a bit and asked her out. I was really excited about this one she fit everything I was looking for on the outside but after going out for the first time to see if we're compatible, within ten minutes of sitting down she starting looking away alot and was very figity. she acidentally kicked me 6 six times under the table lol. she had the get me the **** out of here look to her eyes but later said she just felt awkward. I don't know anymore this women are driving me crazy. I"m 31 and in college at the moment getting my nursing degree. I wish the right one would come into my life already, Its been my dream of mine to have wife and kids for so long. Feel like I'm chasing a hopeless dream, sometimes I feel like settling for what I can get lol. To think of it I have to work with a bunch of nutty ass women after I'm done school for the rest of my life aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh shoot me now!