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Senior Don Juan
- Joined
- Sep 18, 2009
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I have the opportunity to move on from my oneitis and I really have to take it now. The closure I need is there and I really need to finally walk away from this forever. It will be tough but my mindset has been very unhealthy recently. I have no excuses this time, nothing more to hold onto.
It's been a strange year. I'm in a massive slump right now and barely even see myself as a guy who can get women anymore.
Getting women really is a spiral, and if you aren't moving upwards then you're moving downwards. Everything that really matters in my life has gone OK, but I still feel sh!t because of the women situation (ridiculous really, isn't it?).
I know I will bounce back, I always do. But right now it still seems so far away. I'm on the edge now between falling into a bad place and working towards achieving my dreams. I'm not gonna get a lucky break this time - I have to pull myself out of this.
I hope this community is here for a long time to come, because I think I'm gonna need it, even if I'm getting women again.
However long it takes, I have to begin on the road to recovery. Hopefully one day I will see this as a blip on the path to success.
No real point to this post. I just find writing on here is cathartic sometimes.
It's been a strange year. I'm in a massive slump right now and barely even see myself as a guy who can get women anymore.
Getting women really is a spiral, and if you aren't moving upwards then you're moving downwards. Everything that really matters in my life has gone OK, but I still feel sh!t because of the women situation (ridiculous really, isn't it?).
I know I will bounce back, I always do. But right now it still seems so far away. I'm on the edge now between falling into a bad place and working towards achieving my dreams. I'm not gonna get a lucky break this time - I have to pull myself out of this.
I hope this community is here for a long time to come, because I think I'm gonna need it, even if I'm getting women again.
However long it takes, I have to begin on the road to recovery. Hopefully one day I will see this as a blip on the path to success.
No real point to this post. I just find writing on here is cathartic sometimes.