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Don Juan
Alright this is just plain fvcked. I have been talkin to this chick since my divorce 4 months now. We can hold a convo for hrs even after texting all day. We have been really close for all 4 months. We talk and have talked about everything and never get tired. Shes in school to get her PHd in Psychology so shes incredibly smart, very attractive prob an hb8 but her mind bumps that up to the max for me. She is seriously the perfect chick for me and maybe that that is clouding my judgement. Shes totally cool around friends etc, she watches football! Shes basically like a chick DJ and I know those chicks are very scary to be in a LTR with. That prob also raises my feelings towards her bc I know I have (or had) her. Shes the type that thinks like a dude but in a smart way. She would never cheat... perfect girl. She was hard to break down guys of course bc of her DJ like skills and her super intelligence, but finally I broke her down like a month ago, and she fell in love with me. Well, I returned the words though I didnt really mean them. Whatever, things were great we were about to call it a relationship, but then she got a stalker from her job as a councelor! This ****er followed her home and broke into her house. So she freaked out completely, quit her job, moved in with her dad, and quit talking to everyone including me! Well this shook me up, I mean Im still having emotional issues from my marriage, so it hurt my ego abit. I text her and she only replies half the time. She doesnt answer my calls... I messed up, I flaked. I shouldve given her space but I couldnt, I kept texting and calling, her still only answering half the time. Well I recently told her it was tearing me up inside and I couldnt do it, and that I would be there for her but Im not gonna try to talk to her anymore, and when she gets over this stuff let me know and we can try again. I also said I wouldnt ignore here if she tries to talk to me. Then today I texted her (we always text way more than talk, it is just easier for us bc we are both really busy people with careers) and told her I worded that wrong last nite and I wanted to clarify, and that I want to be with her and she is being selfish to deny me that. Then reinforced what I said a little meaner lol. I AFCed the sh!t out of this one... just thought some of you would like to hear how bad I fvcked up. What would you guys have done?