Die Hard
Master Don Juan
- Joined
- Nov 15, 2009
- Messages
- 1,784
- Reaction score
- 400
Well, it's been one month since I decided to change. If I were to seriously follow a bootcamp, things would most probably go faster but I'm happy with the progress so far.
I've really changed my basic convictions about women and the whole mating game and they're becoming a part of my system.
I've also made it second nature to be very aware of women around me, look for opportunities to interact with them in a sexual context and improve my game. For example, I was shopping today (I do that a lot lately, guess why ). I went down on an escalator and on the opposite one I saw a HB going up. I tried to make eye contact, she looked back at me, so I looked down her body and then up again, did it very obviously on purpose. I saw her eyes change, suddenly she had this "eager" look on her face and was looking at me very intensely . I smiled and walked out of the store... I don't yet have the balls to simply take the escalator upstairs again and approach her there! But that will come... She really got a look in her eyes like she wanted me to f*ck her right there! But I know I would've screwed up and gotten nervous once I approached her... As I said, that will come, until now my main objective was to make it second nature to interact in a sexual context with every goddamn woman that enters my eyesight. I think I've reached that objective now . Whenever I see a woman I try to flirt with her, it has really become a habit!
I've been working on my kino-game with a lot of girls at work but I can still feel myself being hesitant and afraid that they will give a negative response many times, especially with HB8's or higher. Below that level, I'm pretty confident most of the time.
I made one attempt to hook up with a girl, the one in the clothing store. It wasn't a real approach, I didn't have the balls...so contacted her on the internet and she rejected me.
I've started a little game with my BPD ex, trying to seduce her and f*ck her once. I don't think it's gonna work...I can prevent her from getting me under her control but I don't have the skills to get her under my control either. I think it's gonna end with both of us ignoring eachother and expecting the other one to budge, but none of us will budge so the game ends.
Summed up: My inner game has evolved a lot and the tendency to flirt with girls has become second nature.
Next objective should be making it second nature to approach and go for a number close! Damn, I can sense myself being nervous for this objective and wanting to postpone it... Jesus, I'm such a wimp! What are they, gods?! No, they're just p*ssies/ass/tits surrounded by some limbs and a head on top of it, brought into this world for only one thing: to bring me pleasure!!
AFC no more, f*ckface!
I've really changed my basic convictions about women and the whole mating game and they're becoming a part of my system.
I've also made it second nature to be very aware of women around me, look for opportunities to interact with them in a sexual context and improve my game. For example, I was shopping today (I do that a lot lately, guess why ). I went down on an escalator and on the opposite one I saw a HB going up. I tried to make eye contact, she looked back at me, so I looked down her body and then up again, did it very obviously on purpose. I saw her eyes change, suddenly she had this "eager" look on her face and was looking at me very intensely . I smiled and walked out of the store... I don't yet have the balls to simply take the escalator upstairs again and approach her there! But that will come... She really got a look in her eyes like she wanted me to f*ck her right there! But I know I would've screwed up and gotten nervous once I approached her... As I said, that will come, until now my main objective was to make it second nature to interact in a sexual context with every goddamn woman that enters my eyesight. I think I've reached that objective now . Whenever I see a woman I try to flirt with her, it has really become a habit!
I've been working on my kino-game with a lot of girls at work but I can still feel myself being hesitant and afraid that they will give a negative response many times, especially with HB8's or higher. Below that level, I'm pretty confident most of the time.
I made one attempt to hook up with a girl, the one in the clothing store. It wasn't a real approach, I didn't have the balls...so contacted her on the internet and she rejected me.
I've started a little game with my BPD ex, trying to seduce her and f*ck her once. I don't think it's gonna work...I can prevent her from getting me under her control but I don't have the skills to get her under my control either. I think it's gonna end with both of us ignoring eachother and expecting the other one to budge, but none of us will budge so the game ends.
Summed up: My inner game has evolved a lot and the tendency to flirt with girls has become second nature.
Next objective should be making it second nature to approach and go for a number close! Damn, I can sense myself being nervous for this objective and wanting to postpone it... Jesus, I'm such a wimp! What are they, gods?! No, they're just p*ssies/ass/tits surrounded by some limbs and a head on top of it, brought into this world for only one thing: to bring me pleasure!!
AFC no more, f*ckface!