Packers2010
Master Don Juan
i though about this the other day and it was a major click for me, though this is only the start of me fixing it.
my MAJOR problem is: I don't know who I am. what I mean be this is, I have no values. when I ask myself who i am. the answer is " I don't know". I searched deeper and I found that I suck my values off the environment. this means I am Different in different environments. witch is wrong, I should be THE SAME in different environment. i should be THE BOSS.
I've been thinking this over and I haven't come to a conclusion yet. I'm not sure how I should tackle this. I still have High anxiety. at a push I can go approach, though, just like the other day at school, a group of hot girls came out for a smoke break and I froze up and I could feel the anxiety. it's bad when this happens.
how do you think I could get over this anxiety? is it a mind over matter thing where i just have to push past it? or is there greater forces at play?
my MAJOR problem is: I don't know who I am. what I mean be this is, I have no values. when I ask myself who i am. the answer is " I don't know". I searched deeper and I found that I suck my values off the environment. this means I am Different in different environments. witch is wrong, I should be THE SAME in different environment. i should be THE BOSS.
I've been thinking this over and I haven't come to a conclusion yet. I'm not sure how I should tackle this. I still have High anxiety. at a push I can go approach, though, just like the other day at school, a group of hot girls came out for a smoke break and I froze up and I could feel the anxiety. it's bad when this happens.
how do you think I could get over this anxiety? is it a mind over matter thing where i just have to push past it? or is there greater forces at play?