Man. I can relate. When I first started game, I thought my life was missing something. But now after a few years; after getting everything I ever asked from game, I still feel my life is missing something.
I don't know man. Maybe life is designed for us to ask or more. We can't never be happy as we are can we? Otherwise there would be no evolution.. For example, if I want to bang today I will just call one of my fb. If I want to grab a girl from bar then I will grab. If I wanna to share some chit chat and get a phone number from street, day-to-day life, then I do t. Very simple. It is so simple to the point where I no longer have any excitement.
It sounds weird man. But I miss those times hen I had some anxiety; it gave the game a juice. I remember when sex was exciting and many desires were there. Now sex is so simply and plain. When you now the knack of giving orgasm to women; sex becomes very boring. Threesome, foursome, 2 guys 3 girls, everything has been tried and yet I am so young.
Do you know what I have been contemplating? I am thinking about going against the top of the world. Yeah I am thinking about going to argue some stupid shiit - there is at least some 'anxiety', excitement, man.
Sex, woman, humans mind, gaming human mind, orgasm, threesome, foursome, five some, tensome. I have learned the trick of them all to the point where it comes so naturally I have lost all interest. I have conditioned my own mind to understand how to get those things so naturally I am not even aware that it is happening anymore. I simply live and suddenly I fin myself in threesome with two hb8 blondes. I simply live ad suddenly I find myself having a hb9 physogolically dependable on me she can't get enough. I feel like at my natural state, whatever I do is linked with sometimes even to a month in the future. For example, there was a day when I literally knew that a girl I was gaming is going to ask me to be official on her birthday a month from that day, if I was to play a few cards on her. And it happened that she wanted to make her birthday special by planning a time alone for me and her for the night.
Man. What else is there? When you get the ideal penis size from penis industry, whn you get to the ideal shape from gym, when you get to the ideal height from height industry, when you get the ideal model face shape hair and skin from their industry... When you learn that you can actually use some light make up and eye browsers to make it more thick, some make up to make your cheek bones show up, some make up to make your jaw look very strong, stunning... And no it is not stupid; the whole model men I dusted uses and very thick make ups. And you don't necessary need to use this day to day; whenever ou feel a deep need to go 100% game, you make yourself look the best. And the there are tanning screams. Man just get that deep tanning but not very dark with dark black hair. Compare it to the society's ideal height and body shape. But some power giving clothes but not to the extent of overgoing or do peacock. But some great shoes on and a watch. Then do your face shape think and put an ideal model hair with some light American crew pomade and bum.. There you go.
Hit the bar, street, anywhere with this with another high value male or go alone with some aloofness, indifferent attitude and the women go crazy.
Since you have that ideal penis size, body shape, face shape and hair, they have already almost gotten an orgasm from seeing your physical appearance and the most important thing is the deducting her to think you are 10x more hotter than you are with some mentality I mentioned before, way before you even got I to bed. Then there are some great orgasm trick online but thy rarely wok alone, unless the woman is so turned in by you, unless she can't wait for you to penetrate her, unless she is soaking wet just by you grabbing her ass, any orgasm trick wont do.
And it does not end here if you do not want. Play some indifference the whole time ad she will call you more, and more for those orgasm. Sometimes you will need to fvck the chicks so hard, make them so submissive to you they can't love without anymore it goes to the extend you naturally don't want to see those chin anymores and then they go more crazy over you. Not to say, with some chicks, I have found bed with hb8, not 9 or 10 or 7 or 6, only 8z I have found those us missive secs with them are the best and I am looking forward for more.
But man. It just get to a point where you have no desire. It had turned into routine man. This abundance life sure gives you slot but it sure takes alot.
That's why I am seriously contemplating on either conitioning my mind for more clinginess, afc, beta mode just to really gal in love, bu this time consciously, or go against the whole world. My philosophy is the best: it says neither this nor that, neither this is right or that is right, neither it is wrong or right. Nobody can win me. I will simply do it out of excitement, spontaneous, non-routine, non prejudicement, not knowing a single thing what is going to happen! Just like when I first started game. The thought of doing this simply excited me wih overwhelming joy.
Then the other option would be to fall in love. Now I know this whole forum is against it. But if you do it consciously there will be deep happiness arising and you k ow consciously the lines, when and especially how, easily to create compatible anxiety, attraction, so on. Everything is done consciously. The difference between my newfound betaness, or you cannot call it betaness, but my new found lovingness compared to the betas and afcs is that I am completely conscious how the human mind work an especially how the female, the submissive, passive mind works. I cannot really ask anything from them anymore; I have no desire left! But I sure can give love. And an abundant amount of them. This is what happens when your betaness gains a consciousness. Betaness gives very much love, but their love is just to get something much more back; the attention of the woman. My lovingness is simply for the joy of it. I am overwhelming love and need to pour it on someone. It does not matter for who - even for you!
