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My name is joe, and well, i pretty much want to improve myself. I consider myself to be a very passionate person, i write poetry (but im not emo lol ) And well, My best friend is a natural don juan, He's probably the most amazing dude i've ever met when it is about women, so I'm pretty God with them too. (not as much as him though, im pretty much the second place when it comes to this, but i have a lot to learn.)
You might think im probably some other dumb dude who comes here to brag, but im not. I'm actually pretty pessimistic inside, although i always try to look and be positive and give good advice .
Well, now let's go on topic.
I recently became friends with the prettiest girl ever. I never rate a girl 10, but if i had to do it once, it would be this girl. She's really popular and extroverted, so It is like the most ****ed up challenge ever. I like challenges though , so I said why not?
Ok. Everything went really amazing at the beggining. I noted that she was really interested in getting to know me and she was really nice. (She was the one who first came to me by the way) that's what gave me the will, to try. She laughed at my most weak and stupid jokes, and she liked hiting me or touching me while i passed by or when we saw each other in the mall or some other different place.
Last saturday, I saw her at a sweet 16 party in a hotel. She followed me everywhere while we were there, and begged me to dance with her. We danced a lot together, we even grinded and laughed a lot.
Later that night, I took her outside, where the pool was, and we were fooling around, acting like little kids. She tried throwing me water from it, and i tried pushing her to the pool, which she tried to do too. After that we both gave up and followed a stone trail in some mini-forest, while talking random things. Suddenly she told me: "hey lets fool monica and john!" (my best friend and a girl he was with) and i was like... umm what should we do? And she said: "let's make it like if we made out when we see them again" I laughed and agreed... ( i think i kinda ****ed up in here, I should have used what she said for something else! ) Anyway, after that we left and went back to the party danced some more, and she had to go.
I had a really nice time with her that night. I made her laugh a lot, and we did a lot of childish/romantic things ) however, I never had the guts to ask her for a kiss or something else.
Well, I didnt worry about that, and waited until monday (yesterday) to talk to her again.
At school she was normal as always, We were being playful and everything, but then, in the afternoon, I immed her and she was being dull... probably she was busy or something. Or I just dont know. She took like 5 minutes to reply to my messages and everything, then she logged out without saying anything.
Today, she was still being playful towards me, but I noticed that she was being a little avoidant. Like if, I would come to her, and she wouldnt be like always, trying to make me laugh or touching me like before.
Now, I'm here a little bit confused. I'm acting like it's not affecting me, and im being like always. But deep inside, I'm somewhat heart-broken, because she left me wanting more and more!!! and I can't stand it! ... I'm wondering if this one-itis or something... but that's not the point. I want her! I mean, she's the best looking girl in the school, john drools over her, and so do everyone else. I might be popular in the whole school, and I know a lot of people from other schools too, (other popular friends and everything) But this girl, is amazing. She probably knows everyone and everyone from even the other schools like her a lot.
Guys help me, I shall NOT fail.
NOT with this girl!
Is she ****-testing me or something? What should I do?
thanks for reading so far
thanks for clicking in my thread.My name is joe, and well, i pretty much want to improve myself. I consider myself to be a very passionate person, i write poetry (but im not emo lol
) And well, My best friend is a natural don juan, He's probably the most amazing dude i've ever met when it is about women, so I'm pretty God with them too. (not as much as him though, im pretty much the second place when it comes to this, but i have a lot to learn.)You might think im probably some other dumb dude who comes here to brag, but im not. I'm actually pretty pessimistic inside, although i always try to look and be positive and give good advice
.Well, now let's go on topic.
I recently became friends with the prettiest girl ever. I never rate a girl 10, but if i had to do it once, it would be this girl. She's really popular and extroverted, so It is like the most ****ed up challenge ever. I like challenges though
, so I said why not? Ok. Everything went really amazing at the beggining. I noted that she was really interested in getting to know me and she was really nice. (She was the one who first came to me by the way) that's what gave me the will, to try. She laughed at my most weak and stupid jokes, and she liked hiting me or touching me while i passed by or when we saw each other in the mall or some other different place.
Last saturday, I saw her at a sweet 16 party in a hotel. She followed me everywhere while we were there, and begged me to dance with her. We danced a lot together, we even grinded and laughed a lot.
Later that night, I took her outside, where the pool was, and we were fooling around, acting like little kids. She tried throwing me water from it, and i tried pushing her to the pool, which she tried to do too. After that we both gave up and followed a stone trail in some mini-forest, while talking random things. Suddenly she told me: "hey lets fool monica and john!" (my best friend and a girl he was with) and i was like... umm what should we do? And she said: "let's make it like if we made out when we see them again" I laughed and agreed... ( i think i kinda ****ed up in here, I should have used what she said for something else! ) Anyway, after that we left and went back to the party danced some more, and she had to go.
I had a really nice time with her that night. I made her laugh a lot, and we did a lot of childish/romantic things ) however, I never had the guts to ask her for a kiss or something else.
Well, I didnt worry about that, and waited until monday (yesterday) to talk to her again.
At school she was normal as always, We were being playful and everything, but then, in the afternoon, I immed her and she was being dull... probably she was busy or something. Or I just dont know. She took like 5 minutes to reply to my messages and everything, then she logged out without saying anything.
Today, she was still being playful towards me, but I noticed that she was being a little avoidant. Like if, I would come to her, and she wouldnt be like always, trying to make me laugh or touching me like before.
Now, I'm here a little bit confused. I'm acting like it's not affecting me, and im being like always. But deep inside, I'm somewhat heart-broken, because she left me wanting more and more!!! and I can't stand it! ... I'm wondering if this one-itis or something... but that's not the point. I want her! I mean, she's the best looking girl in the school, john drools over her, and so do everyone else. I might be popular in the whole school, and I know a lot of people from other schools too, (other popular friends and everything) But this girl, is amazing. She probably knows everyone and everyone from even the other schools like her a lot.
Guys help me, I shall NOT fail.
NOT with this girl!
Is she ****-testing me or something? What should I do?
thanks for reading so far