I've meet a girl twice from my space.
We talk on msn aswell.
I am getting mixed signals from her, but in the end it is up to me to find out where I stand with a kiss close. I fvcked up a perfect opportunity it seems the last time we hung out.
We both know that we find each other attractive.
She has "pet" names for me it seems such as "boo, sweety, hun"
She calls me and I rarely call her. Returns my calls if missed.
She re-arranges her schedule for me, gives me all her free day's to choose from.
Paid for a sushi dinner. It was her idea to eat there. (sushi is not as bad as everyone says it is) haha.
We where in her car on the first time we ever meet (She drove 30 miles to see me) and I grabbed a pair of her sunglasses and put them on, she said thats hot keep um. I didn't take um, but the next time we hung out I did.
There hasn't been a time were I make eye contact with her and she is not smiling. Smiles instantly upon eye contact, every time.
I took a bus to her area because I don't drive, told her she saw my neighborhood ill see hers.
The 1st time we meet we agreed that we where both a little tense it seemed.
The 2nd time we meet a ton of kino was getting tossed around. She was initiating a lot of it.
Here is where I think I fvcked up.....
After our 2nd time of hanging out, she didn't want me to leave it seemed. She kept on coming up with other things to do. But I had to go do to time restrictions on the bus.
She is a very healthy eater and everything, never eats anything bad or so she says. And she said she could cheat cuz I was there, so we went and got two little kid scoops of ice cream to snack on after the sushi dinner. I paid for this haha =P she even said are you sure. it was like 4 bucks vs 15 for the sushi we ate. She asked me if I wanted to try hers. I told her in a bit, and finished up with mine and then shared the last bit of hers.
From there I had to get going, so we headed back to the mall where the bus dropped me off. It was getting dark, and we parked in sight of the bus so I could see when mine was going to show up. We both seemed pretty relaxed, she had her legs spread open like left leg pulled up and resting on the door and the right one flopped open. She even asked "Why do you still got your seatbelt on". haha..
It was cold out and all I had on was a polo and jeans. We both mentioned it being cold and her hoodies didn't fit me. haha. I tried one and then gave it back and at one point we had our phones out going through each others "notepad" on the phone and trying to figure out what the hell all the little notes where. We were pretty close at this time.
I saw a bus coming with the number on it that was mine, so I leaned over to give her a hug goodbye and turned around to double check and it wasn't at this time I had my hand on her lower hip touching her skin....she didnt seem like she wanted to let go. So I did, and ran over to double check if that was my bus or not, it wasn't and then I headed back....when I was coming back to the car I noticed she was playin around with her jeans by the zipper button area.
Sat again for another 10-15 minutes, and she said it is cold here you can take this hoody to cover up with or whatever. I said no at first but she insisted, and said "I dont want you to get cold" in a sad sort of voice. So I took the hoody, cuz in reality I really was cold and it would help on the bus ride home.
We started talkin again, and I had her laughing hard as hell....basically had her doing that the whole time we were out. She said she didn't want me to leave. My bus showed up shortly afterwords and I gave her another hug and said our goodbyes. ran to my bus and that was that. She even offered to drive me to my transfer area which was downtown about 20 minutes away. I told her no I would be fine on the bus.
She called me about an hour later to see if I was safe/at home.
Told her I was on my way still. And she said to call when I was off the bus.
I called chatted with her for a few minutes, told her that her hoody was much appreciated and that it kept me warm.
Hopped online shortly after that and she made a bulletin on myspace saying she had a blast during the day hanging out with somebody, she never posts bulletins like that so that was a plus.
She im'd me shortly after that on msn saying she didnt want me to leave and stuff. Said im the most amazing person she has ever meet.
I don't even know why im stressing about this, but at one point and time before all of this she referred to me as a "really close buddy" when she asked me this on msn it was "Im only going to ask you this cuz I think of you as a really close buddy" she then asked me "have you ever been in love?" This was after we hung out once.
That is the only time I really got anything bad from her in my minds eye.
I think the positives farrrr outweigh the negatives in this situation. She gives me countless signs of interest and all that with one mention of friendship. It can't be that bad.......
But dammit I passed my opportunity to kiss her in the car, somebody motivate me for next time. WE are hanging out again tomorrow!
Oh I also forgot to mention that she bought some spray paint and said she wanted to do something memorable together, so we walked some train tracks and tagged a couple things with nicknames we have given each other......I bet she went back there sometime within the time we did it and now to reminisce.
She is always talkin about things we can do in the future as well.
Our next outing which is tomorrow, we got a photo shoot planned, a movie, and she proclaims to be amazing at massages so we are gonna have a little massage duel I guess you could call it......
Whats your take/input? Sorry for the length i'm just bored as hell and this went good with my morning coffee haha.
:rockon:
We talk on msn aswell.
I am getting mixed signals from her, but in the end it is up to me to find out where I stand with a kiss close. I fvcked up a perfect opportunity it seems the last time we hung out.
We both know that we find each other attractive.
She has "pet" names for me it seems such as "boo, sweety, hun"
She calls me and I rarely call her. Returns my calls if missed.
She re-arranges her schedule for me, gives me all her free day's to choose from.
Paid for a sushi dinner. It was her idea to eat there. (sushi is not as bad as everyone says it is) haha.
We where in her car on the first time we ever meet (She drove 30 miles to see me) and I grabbed a pair of her sunglasses and put them on, she said thats hot keep um. I didn't take um, but the next time we hung out I did.
There hasn't been a time were I make eye contact with her and she is not smiling. Smiles instantly upon eye contact, every time.
I took a bus to her area because I don't drive, told her she saw my neighborhood ill see hers.
The 1st time we meet we agreed that we where both a little tense it seemed.
The 2nd time we meet a ton of kino was getting tossed around. She was initiating a lot of it.
Here is where I think I fvcked up.....
After our 2nd time of hanging out, she didn't want me to leave it seemed. She kept on coming up with other things to do. But I had to go do to time restrictions on the bus.
She is a very healthy eater and everything, never eats anything bad or so she says. And she said she could cheat cuz I was there, so we went and got two little kid scoops of ice cream to snack on after the sushi dinner. I paid for this haha =P she even said are you sure. it was like 4 bucks vs 15 for the sushi we ate. She asked me if I wanted to try hers. I told her in a bit, and finished up with mine and then shared the last bit of hers.
From there I had to get going, so we headed back to the mall where the bus dropped me off. It was getting dark, and we parked in sight of the bus so I could see when mine was going to show up. We both seemed pretty relaxed, she had her legs spread open like left leg pulled up and resting on the door and the right one flopped open. She even asked "Why do you still got your seatbelt on". haha..
It was cold out and all I had on was a polo and jeans. We both mentioned it being cold and her hoodies didn't fit me. haha. I tried one and then gave it back and at one point we had our phones out going through each others "notepad" on the phone and trying to figure out what the hell all the little notes where. We were pretty close at this time.
I saw a bus coming with the number on it that was mine, so I leaned over to give her a hug goodbye and turned around to double check and it wasn't at this time I had my hand on her lower hip touching her skin....she didnt seem like she wanted to let go. So I did, and ran over to double check if that was my bus or not, it wasn't and then I headed back....when I was coming back to the car I noticed she was playin around with her jeans by the zipper button area.
Sat again for another 10-15 minutes, and she said it is cold here you can take this hoody to cover up with or whatever. I said no at first but she insisted, and said "I dont want you to get cold" in a sad sort of voice. So I took the hoody, cuz in reality I really was cold and it would help on the bus ride home.
We started talkin again, and I had her laughing hard as hell....basically had her doing that the whole time we were out. She said she didn't want me to leave. My bus showed up shortly afterwords and I gave her another hug and said our goodbyes. ran to my bus and that was that. She even offered to drive me to my transfer area which was downtown about 20 minutes away. I told her no I would be fine on the bus.
She called me about an hour later to see if I was safe/at home.
Told her I was on my way still. And she said to call when I was off the bus.
I called chatted with her for a few minutes, told her that her hoody was much appreciated and that it kept me warm.
Hopped online shortly after that and she made a bulletin on myspace saying she had a blast during the day hanging out with somebody, she never posts bulletins like that so that was a plus.
She im'd me shortly after that on msn saying she didnt want me to leave and stuff. Said im the most amazing person she has ever meet.
I don't even know why im stressing about this, but at one point and time before all of this she referred to me as a "really close buddy" when she asked me this on msn it was "Im only going to ask you this cuz I think of you as a really close buddy" she then asked me "have you ever been in love?" This was after we hung out once.
That is the only time I really got anything bad from her in my minds eye.
I think the positives farrrr outweigh the negatives in this situation. She gives me countless signs of interest and all that with one mention of friendship. It can't be that bad.......
But dammit I passed my opportunity to kiss her in the car, somebody motivate me for next time. WE are hanging out again tomorrow!
Oh I also forgot to mention that she bought some spray paint and said she wanted to do something memorable together, so we walked some train tracks and tagged a couple things with nicknames we have given each other......I bet she went back there sometime within the time we did it and now to reminisce.
She is always talkin about things we can do in the future as well.
Our next outing which is tomorrow, we got a photo shoot planned, a movie, and she proclaims to be amazing at massages so we are gonna have a little massage duel I guess you could call it......
Whats your take/input? Sorry for the length i'm just bored as hell and this went good with my morning coffee haha.
:rockon: