CableLight
Master Don Juan
Today (May 21st) is my last day of high school. It reminds me of the Greenday song "Time of Your Life" in that the whole experience always remains unpredictable, but in the end it all comes out, and hopefully it was a blast along the way.
This topic really isn't going to be benneficial to anyone looking for advice on women, just sorta something for me to throw out a few thoughts...
I dont know what it is, maybe its the fact that it just hasnt hit me yet, or maybe its knowing that the countdown to the end of summer (and saying goodbye to my friends) is growing a day closer, but I'm just not looking forward to this summer as much as I usually do. I've had such a weird trip through high school (and there's probably not enough bandwith on this site to handle me explaining it all), but I just dont feel like it should be over yet. I remember being a little kid thinking "man, I can't wait to get out of school," but now that the dream has become reality, I just look back and think "man, where'd the time go?"
It's a really strange feeling to know how I'll never see some of these people I grew up with again in a lifetime. It's really unsettleing. It also reminds me of all the times I wasted the time I had to get to know some of them better.
I just honestly don't know what to make of this situation, I've never really faced something like this before. Maybe its the fact that I really have grown up farther than I had thought I did, or maybe it's just the feeling of not being ready to "move forward" yet. Whatever it is, I can't hope to put it into words. Whatever it is, I'm sure as hell gonna miss high school.
This topic really isn't going to be benneficial to anyone looking for advice on women, just sorta something for me to throw out a few thoughts...
I dont know what it is, maybe its the fact that it just hasnt hit me yet, or maybe its knowing that the countdown to the end of summer (and saying goodbye to my friends) is growing a day closer, but I'm just not looking forward to this summer as much as I usually do. I've had such a weird trip through high school (and there's probably not enough bandwith on this site to handle me explaining it all), but I just dont feel like it should be over yet. I remember being a little kid thinking "man, I can't wait to get out of school," but now that the dream has become reality, I just look back and think "man, where'd the time go?"
It's a really strange feeling to know how I'll never see some of these people I grew up with again in a lifetime. It's really unsettleing. It also reminds me of all the times I wasted the time I had to get to know some of them better.
I just honestly don't know what to make of this situation, I've never really faced something like this before. Maybe its the fact that I really have grown up farther than I had thought I did, or maybe it's just the feeling of not being ready to "move forward" yet. Whatever it is, I can't hope to put it into words. Whatever it is, I'm sure as hell gonna miss high school.