If you follow mythreads, this isn't the first cross with fatherhood I have had. actually it's the 3rd. One time I was banging a married woman and was using a condom, this **** went and brought her own condom, that she poked a hole into, then tried to force me in a relationship with her when she knew she was pregant...a week and a half ish, 2 weeks later. yeah. thankfully her I and her HUSBAND talked it otu, she got rid of it, and I never saw her again.. okay yes I did, at aclub, banged her again that night, and never talked to her again.
another was my old GF.. she was preganat by me, and I know it was me.. because we NeVER used condoms.. I know I know. and at the time I thought about keeping it.. but deep down i knew I was too young.. (21) and we were to at each others throats to get a baby involved. plus she didn't want it. I actually was sorta trying to talk her into making sure she was making the right decision. I mean she didn't think twice about it.
this time, I am pretty sure I know when the conception night was, as we usually use protection. Then when she told me, besides being shocked, I wanted to know what she as thinking, becuase she has said she's not really a fan of kids... then she asked the same of me and I said the same..but at the same time.. this wasn't expected and now that it's here..right in front of us, with you being the mommy.. I am not so sure thi sisn't a good thing. I mean money isn't a problem.. the only two concerns I really have is our long term relationship and my never being home and her always wanting to tag along.
But as far as the baby, I'm pretty happy about it. what people don't udnerstand about me is that even if she wasn't in the picture, I wouldn't be clubbing every night, having different broads over every night.. even when I had a rotation, it was the most spread out rotation on earth.. I work. I'm working towards a dream of mine, and I'm just as excited to find someone who is just as passionate about my dream, as i am the baby. so the slowing down to one woman deal isn't a problem.. and if it ever is, I can cut the chord.