JustAPositiveGuy
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Alright guys this is PositiveGuys here, Im gonna do a brief introduction to my story here. I was born in a family that was medium class, until I get to the teenager point, and my father had a grotesct economic boom, the guy is a monster in business, but a much more monster with his relatives. He is so Alpha and rudimentar, that even everyone around him believe that he is a nice father, he is so manipulative, articulate and charm, that anyone believe in everything he say. My mother was with him for 25 years, the amount of mental damage that this guy took in her mind, is beyond the comprehension. However, SHE WON, she could put his offspring in a nice financial condition, besides the mental health problems. My brother had a very similiar personality, but my father break his soul also, so it's like he is rudimentar, but braked by de devil himself. I'm the younger one, have 28 years old and 7 months, so the mental issues was descending one by one, untill melt all my self steem. But... I have a quality: every f*** abuse I receiveid I tried to be a better person, my social habilit is so grotesct, that even the UBERS try to be my friends, my social life here is so consolidate that my friends copy the way I talk, my companion is so pleasant that people want to ask advices and hear what I want to say. I have a sister also, that had severe issues in sexuality, but she found a nice husband in literally the last minute of the game.
One month ago, it was like GOD was talking with me, I was working in a business that my brother opened, trying to not being oblirate by my father, I got crushed inside the house by him, he is toxic as my father, but with his context he can mix jokes and plays with physical agression and severe verbal agression. So, I decided to move, to my mothers apartment, the place is insanely good, but we rent a medium one to me, well, to be honest is insanely good also to a single guy with my age, so I'm also happy. I don't make money yet, but alone, I think it will be pretty fast and acceptable, and the main concern of my life always was libidinous. So alright, we get there.
My story with girls: I was maybe one of the last of my friends to kiss a girl, I had one oportunity that I was sweating and trembling so hard, that I didn't have a chance. My first girlfriend was a 3,5~4,5/10, everytime I look to her, I imagine her having sex with guys before me, this thinking was so intense and repetitive, that at the time I thought seriously I was going to be schizophrenic, the relation crumble, of course, and the first thing that she did after we break, was sleep with a guy that was chasing her in the relationship. My body count is approximately 8~12, and I got like one girl 7,5, and two maybe 7, I mean is not thattt bad, but what hurts is the fact that I know that I can be so muchhhh better, and get the wife that I want, and of course, build my woman in my reality. My confidence in a relationship also, is pretty good nowadays, but my problem... I'm gonna talk in the proccess.
I chase a content to save my sexuality a long time ago, first page I read the "The Rational Male", I was like, ok guys, I found it. It was like Rollo was talking with me, I got there in a complete ilusory affection with a 10/10 in half of 2019, she was so pretty that the guys around her in a club get a bit hypnotized, and the more I chase her, the more she try to identify with a friend of mine, that literally call her with promiscuos name everytime. Of course, I didn't get her, and that friend move for another country, and thanks to GOD, didnt took her to, but I was following the rules so hard, that she take my hand and try to educate me to get her. The faillure was so intense guys, that it was like all the suffering in the world was flowing in my veins. I chase her around a lot, she got completely disgusted by me, I think she married, but you guys know, once you get there and build your own reality, it doesnt change s***, she was literally like every woman in the world, she follow the rules completely subconscious. I have much more sexual delusions, trying to identifying so hard with a aleatory ONE ITS, everyone of them was a failure, and they end sleeping with a mediocre guy around me. The fun apart about it, is that my friends love me so much, that I get acces to the texts and data girls that them sleep with, it's amazing how easily they get there, when you build a confidence and reality, even if it is very weak, the competition make incredibly things. Never was amisogenist, JUSTAPOSITIVEGUY.
SO HERE IS THE PLAN:
One month ago, it was like GOD was talking with me, I was working in a business that my brother opened, trying to not being oblirate by my father, I got crushed inside the house by him, he is toxic as my father, but with his context he can mix jokes and plays with physical agression and severe verbal agression. So, I decided to move, to my mothers apartment, the place is insanely good, but we rent a medium one to me, well, to be honest is insanely good also to a single guy with my age, so I'm also happy. I don't make money yet, but alone, I think it will be pretty fast and acceptable, and the main concern of my life always was libidinous. So alright, we get there.
My story with girls: I was maybe one of the last of my friends to kiss a girl, I had one oportunity that I was sweating and trembling so hard, that I didn't have a chance. My first girlfriend was a 3,5~4,5/10, everytime I look to her, I imagine her having sex with guys before me, this thinking was so intense and repetitive, that at the time I thought seriously I was going to be schizophrenic, the relation crumble, of course, and the first thing that she did after we break, was sleep with a guy that was chasing her in the relationship. My body count is approximately 8~12, and I got like one girl 7,5, and two maybe 7, I mean is not thattt bad, but what hurts is the fact that I know that I can be so muchhhh better, and get the wife that I want, and of course, build my woman in my reality. My confidence in a relationship also, is pretty good nowadays, but my problem... I'm gonna talk in the proccess.
I chase a content to save my sexuality a long time ago, first page I read the "The Rational Male", I was like, ok guys, I found it. It was like Rollo was talking with me, I got there in a complete ilusory affection with a 10/10 in half of 2019, she was so pretty that the guys around her in a club get a bit hypnotized, and the more I chase her, the more she try to identify with a friend of mine, that literally call her with promiscuos name everytime. Of course, I didn't get her, and that friend move for another country, and thanks to GOD, didnt took her to, but I was following the rules so hard, that she take my hand and try to educate me to get her. The faillure was so intense guys, that it was like all the suffering in the world was flowing in my veins. I chase her around a lot, she got completely disgusted by me, I think she married, but you guys know, once you get there and build your own reality, it doesnt change s***, she was literally like every woman in the world, she follow the rules completely subconscious. I have much more sexual delusions, trying to identifying so hard with a aleatory ONE ITS, everyone of them was a failure, and they end sleeping with a mediocre guy around me. The fun apart about it, is that my friends love me so much, that I get acces to the texts and data girls that them sleep with, it's amazing how easily they get there, when you build a confidence and reality, even if it is very weak, the competition make incredibly things. Never was amisogenist, JUSTAPOSITIVEGUY.
SO HERE IS THE PLAN:
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