AlexKaiser
Don Juan
- Joined
- Mar 25, 2017
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- Age
- 33
So, I don't know what redpilled is (I don't think I'm redpilled yet, just applied for a prescription and waiting for my pharmacy to finish my order) but after going through a lot of advice threads and stuff, and letting that "You know what to do" voice kick in a lot more, I've realized you guys saved my ass TWICE.
Before, I was kind of a gullible dumbass, beta at heart. Lost chances with a LOT of girls I wish I didn't, mostly because I didn't know that being a servant was not the way to go.
Two girls have approached me post-SS. One girl was a single mother, okayish looking but nothing that keeps me up at night with how pretty she is. She had her bag stolen (along with her rent money), and was venting to me on facebook wishing she had somebody help her. Old me would've opened up my wallet, hoping that maybe, if I help pay this girl's rent I might get some *****.
I instead told her the following: "Yeah I barely know you, why would I fork money over to you if I ain't getting laid in exchange? You're damaged goods. Pass."
That's BS by the way. I actually just said "Damn that's too bad." and left it at that. She pressed it further, trying to see if she could get me to fork over some helper money but I didn't take the bait.
Second one was being able to truly parse the worth of this girl I was hung up on. I thought she was gorgeous. Worshippable. She had nice tits, gorgeous face, still a virgin (turned out to be a lie), into the same art and writing crap that I was, and was YEARNING for wiener. However, my beta-ness basically assured I'd never get her. ****ed me up a lot.
But after re-evaluating myself, and listening to the inner voice that you guys taught me to use, I realized...she was trash. Not like trash in the way a bitter fuqboy would call a girl who wouldn't spread her legs the first time he asked, trash, but legitimately.
She is tied down with a guy who cheats on her, who lied about being impotent so he could raw-dog with her, and nutted too early, basically turning them into miniwage parents overnight. She has no skills, devotes all her time to raising kids. She lost her looks over time, and is only together with him out of stockholm syndrome related BS (lol he hits her too!) and failed out of job corps twice and never graduated school. I'm sure she's a great lay, (send me pictures of her *******s over Deviantart) and nice and skinny, so all positions are viable.
However, a light turned on and I realized I was better than her. I DIDN'T need to feel bad that I lost her. I have so much going for me. I have a job, my own place, my own truck (that works kinda), skills that CAN be marketable if I just find an audience, and no drug/alcohol addictions at all. I'm a great ****in' catch. And she's just something to have sex with.
So yeah, thanks for teaching me. Thanks for enlightening me. If this DJ thing actually does work, I'll send you any nudes or vids that come my way as a thank you. Or not. Go find your own!
Before, I was kind of a gullible dumbass, beta at heart. Lost chances with a LOT of girls I wish I didn't, mostly because I didn't know that being a servant was not the way to go.
Two girls have approached me post-SS. One girl was a single mother, okayish looking but nothing that keeps me up at night with how pretty she is. She had her bag stolen (along with her rent money), and was venting to me on facebook wishing she had somebody help her. Old me would've opened up my wallet, hoping that maybe, if I help pay this girl's rent I might get some *****.
I instead told her the following: "Yeah I barely know you, why would I fork money over to you if I ain't getting laid in exchange? You're damaged goods. Pass."
That's BS by the way. I actually just said "Damn that's too bad." and left it at that. She pressed it further, trying to see if she could get me to fork over some helper money but I didn't take the bait.
Second one was being able to truly parse the worth of this girl I was hung up on. I thought she was gorgeous. Worshippable. She had nice tits, gorgeous face, still a virgin (turned out to be a lie), into the same art and writing crap that I was, and was YEARNING for wiener. However, my beta-ness basically assured I'd never get her. ****ed me up a lot.
But after re-evaluating myself, and listening to the inner voice that you guys taught me to use, I realized...she was trash. Not like trash in the way a bitter fuqboy would call a girl who wouldn't spread her legs the first time he asked, trash, but legitimately.
She is tied down with a guy who cheats on her, who lied about being impotent so he could raw-dog with her, and nutted too early, basically turning them into miniwage parents overnight. She has no skills, devotes all her time to raising kids. She lost her looks over time, and is only together with him out of stockholm syndrome related BS (lol he hits her too!) and failed out of job corps twice and never graduated school. I'm sure she's a great lay, (send me pictures of her *******s over Deviantart) and nice and skinny, so all positions are viable.
However, a light turned on and I realized I was better than her. I DIDN'T need to feel bad that I lost her. I have so much going for me. I have a job, my own place, my own truck (that works kinda), skills that CAN be marketable if I just find an audience, and no drug/alcohol addictions at all. I'm a great ****in' catch. And she's just something to have sex with.
So yeah, thanks for teaching me. Thanks for enlightening me. If this DJ thing actually does work, I'll send you any nudes or vids that come my way as a thank you. Or not. Go find your own!
