Cuz, I feel like my life is going downhill all of the sudden! I don't know why. I'm getting tons of work piled on me, and plus it seems like the women I usually congregate with seem to be trying to make me jealous by hanging with other guys while i'm around, but I just laugh about it, but it still makes me wonder if they aren't interested or they're just testing me in some way, or are playing games.........AND I DON'T PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!! If a ***** tries to play around with my time, or interest I usually end up turning into their nightmare somewhat, by being an ******* and making them look stupid(God, I love that) and it helps me cope with downslope my life is taking right now, I feel like I don't really have anything to life for, But it doesn't mean I'm going to commit suicide or some dumb **** like that.. I guess it's just life at home that's got me down overall. My parents are not gonna be paid as much for a month or two and that could mean drastic changes in my overall life. Life just isn't as "normal" as it used to be.......
