Well almost 1 month after making a thread about how pissed off and crushed I felt after having to listen to my roommate screwing his hot gf constantly, I finally got a hot piece of ass of my own. Those nights when I had to lay awake in my bed listening to his gf moaning and panting 2-3x a night were very devistating for me. The reason it bothered me was because I was witnessing first hand one of the truths spoken on this forum about women:
1. She was hot
2. He was a muscular douchebag
3. Therefore, she wanted to and liked ****ing him
He was a decent looking guy but had huge muscles. One on one he could be pretty cool to talk to but as soon as his gf came over he turned into a douchebag. Like for example I walked into the kitchen once when they were in there and for no reason he made an assh0le remark about how he ate my food (he didn't actually eat my food, just being a prlck) and that the kitchen wasn't big enough for the two of us (displaying a confident fearless attitude, although an unnecessary comment like this likely stemmed from his own insecurity or some threatening feeling he had about me). She sat there quietly during this but screwed him just minutes after they went into his room. It just bothered me really bad how attractive women REALLY ARE attracted to assh0le douchebags like that. Like the unfairness of life just really bit me in the ass hard...he makes dlckhead remarkes toward me and yet the girl DOES get wet for him.
I remember once seeing something on the discovery channel about gorrillas. The documentary was talking about how the silverback alpha gorilla will have sex with all the female gorillas as much as he wants while the male beta gorillas are forced to just watch...a few of them even masturbate while watching.
I felt like one of those beta gorillas listening to the silverback screwing as much as he wanted.
Immediately, since I KNOW i'm not some beta loser and never have been (just suck with women), I took steps to learn what I have to do to finally start getting the women I wanted. I've had enough of having sex with fat/ugly women I met off the internet. It was time for me to go out and conquer in the real world. And that is just what I did.
Last night I took the virginity of an 18 year old HB9. This was maybe the 5th time we tried having sex. All the other times she would complain of too much pain so we were taking it slow. What was causing her pain was the hymen stretching. Two night ago we tried again and she was still complaining of extreme pain. I told her that there are only 2 options left:
1. Go to a doctor who will cut hymen for you (she said this was out of the question)
2. Using lube and gently but stern pressure, I force my penis through your hymen to tear it like people have been doing for the last 5 million years.
She reluctantly agreed to option number 2. So using ky jelly lubricant I did it and it caused her bad pain, but her hymen finally tore and she bled a little. We stopped after this.
Last night we tried again. Initially she complained of bad pain again but it went away pretty quickly and I was able to penetrate her fully for the first time! We had sex for about 15-20 minutes and it was ok for me but she said she didn't feel any pleasure whatsoever. I guess this is another phase of losing virginity and it will change for her, hopefully.
Although the sex for me was only ok (mostly because she didn't getting into it at all, no vocal expressions, not much movement), I still felt an immense ego boost because not only did I have sex with a hot virgin girl, but I got to feel the satisfaction from knowing that I took an initiative to accomplish the goal of going out into the world and bedding a hot girl and I succeeded at it. It took balls, concenctration, dedication, and a lot of hours spent reading and rereading the same material until I got it down and knew how this mating game is played. It was well worth it. I am going to continue seeing this girl and sex will only improve I imagine so I'm looking forward to that.
This is just the start for me. I plan on bedding at least 10 more hot women until I'll consider settling down with a great girl.
And just think, this most likely would not have happened if I hadn't of had that crushing experience with my roommate and his hot gf. It's one thing to read this material, but you're not serious about it until you have the motivation to actually go out in the world and apply what you learn. The silverback roommate gave me this motivation...talk about a blessing in disguise.
Thank to you all too. I look forward to reading your posts/threads and also contributing what I have to offer to these forums.
1. She was hot
2. He was a muscular douchebag
3. Therefore, she wanted to and liked ****ing him
He was a decent looking guy but had huge muscles. One on one he could be pretty cool to talk to but as soon as his gf came over he turned into a douchebag. Like for example I walked into the kitchen once when they were in there and for no reason he made an assh0le remark about how he ate my food (he didn't actually eat my food, just being a prlck) and that the kitchen wasn't big enough for the two of us (displaying a confident fearless attitude, although an unnecessary comment like this likely stemmed from his own insecurity or some threatening feeling he had about me). She sat there quietly during this but screwed him just minutes after they went into his room. It just bothered me really bad how attractive women REALLY ARE attracted to assh0le douchebags like that. Like the unfairness of life just really bit me in the ass hard...he makes dlckhead remarkes toward me and yet the girl DOES get wet for him.
I remember once seeing something on the discovery channel about gorrillas. The documentary was talking about how the silverback alpha gorilla will have sex with all the female gorillas as much as he wants while the male beta gorillas are forced to just watch...a few of them even masturbate while watching.
I felt like one of those beta gorillas listening to the silverback screwing as much as he wanted.
Immediately, since I KNOW i'm not some beta loser and never have been (just suck with women), I took steps to learn what I have to do to finally start getting the women I wanted. I've had enough of having sex with fat/ugly women I met off the internet. It was time for me to go out and conquer in the real world. And that is just what I did.
Last night I took the virginity of an 18 year old HB9. This was maybe the 5th time we tried having sex. All the other times she would complain of too much pain so we were taking it slow. What was causing her pain was the hymen stretching. Two night ago we tried again and she was still complaining of extreme pain. I told her that there are only 2 options left:
1. Go to a doctor who will cut hymen for you (she said this was out of the question)
2. Using lube and gently but stern pressure, I force my penis through your hymen to tear it like people have been doing for the last 5 million years.
She reluctantly agreed to option number 2. So using ky jelly lubricant I did it and it caused her bad pain, but her hymen finally tore and she bled a little. We stopped after this.
Last night we tried again. Initially she complained of bad pain again but it went away pretty quickly and I was able to penetrate her fully for the first time! We had sex for about 15-20 minutes and it was ok for me but she said she didn't feel any pleasure whatsoever. I guess this is another phase of losing virginity and it will change for her, hopefully.
Although the sex for me was only ok (mostly because she didn't getting into it at all, no vocal expressions, not much movement), I still felt an immense ego boost because not only did I have sex with a hot virgin girl, but I got to feel the satisfaction from knowing that I took an initiative to accomplish the goal of going out into the world and bedding a hot girl and I succeeded at it. It took balls, concenctration, dedication, and a lot of hours spent reading and rereading the same material until I got it down and knew how this mating game is played. It was well worth it. I am going to continue seeing this girl and sex will only improve I imagine so I'm looking forward to that.
This is just the start for me. I plan on bedding at least 10 more hot women until I'll consider settling down with a great girl.
And just think, this most likely would not have happened if I hadn't of had that crushing experience with my roommate and his hot gf. It's one thing to read this material, but you're not serious about it until you have the motivation to actually go out in the world and apply what you learn. The silverback roommate gave me this motivation...talk about a blessing in disguise.
Thank to you all too. I look forward to reading your posts/threads and also contributing what I have to offer to these forums.
