Eh it kind of sucks for me, last summer 2005 I made a pretty big transformation into a really good looking guy, and I was one of the more attractive guys in the school, now this year I can honestly say I AM the most attractive guy. Yet i'm still insecure, i have social anxiety......so it still is hard for me to cold approach girls, and it seems like not many who don't know me won't approach me either, I don't know if it's because i'm so attractive or what. I catch girls staring at me all the time, and i'm a lot more confident then last year, I can at least hold eye contact, before I'd just instantly look away, or if a girl starts a conversation with me I can hold one pretty well.
When it comes to talking in class, getting called out by the teacher, and cold approaching I just bite it....i'm trying to push myself so hard but my anxiety just holds me back, and it sucks...because I know I have so much more potential then the rest of the guys in the school, I just wish I could get rid of my insecurities instantly by taking a pill, but after 2 years of trying to fight this I realize it's going to take more then being on medication, and more time then I expected.