backbreaker
Master Don Juan
I am in arkansas. I had a wild night late last night (i.e screwing), didn't get to bed until like 6 this morning.. so instead of waking up at 10, I woke up at 2pm, too late for me to go to work.. I normally don't like my personal life getting in the way of me making money, but I have to live a little.. sue me. Plus it was some good poon tang :rockon:
Anyway, I don't get to just sit outside alot, I am normally on the go. But today I decided, I am going to relax. I am good at listening to my body.. and usually even with going to bed at 6 I can be up at 8 if I had too.. I figured I slept until 2 for a reason, and decided to just sit back.
now, I wasn't going to stay inside my room all day (i stay in an extended stay hotel for now) so I get a book, and something to drink, and I go outside and say I am going to enjoy this nice weather.
I met so many interesting people today.
I met a woman that just got out of the hospital after having a miscarrage, after her BF beat her with a baseball bat in the middle of the street. She is really funny and made me laugh. Even though she has been though alot, to say the least, she was very very upbeat about her life.
I met the most geogous 38 year old women I have ever seen in my life. She was Italian/Indian. She sat down and told me stories about her growing up, her mom, indian, was a "call girl" for alot of famous people and she told me some stories about her stories that she told her. She was getting ready to confront her man who apparantly isn't as much her man as she though.. he's married and she has been dating him for the last year. She was telling me how she was going to get even with him and how she actually called the bail bondsman and had his number in her speed dial or what not.. the entire time I am thinking.. woman.. move the **** on. no man, espically one you are not married to, is worth jail time... You will be hard pressed to find a 38 year old this good looking.. but damn she had issues.. She also took the time to explain to me the proper way to proform anal sex.
I met a couple, both younger than I am (22), married.. The wife was about 5'1 and 220ish pounds.. the guy was a tall skinny dorky guy with no self confidence. She constantly *****ed him out for petty **** he would do, his head was always down and later on she took him in their room and gave him a tounge lashing that everyone in the damn building could hear, all because he got the wrong order on some chinese food he drove all the way across town to get. I wanted to bad to bring him up to my room and show him this website.. I seriously concenplated it.
I met this group of.. I dont' know what to call them.. drifters is I guess the best word for it. It was 4 of them, and one of them, a woman was artistic. But besides talking a little differntly, she seemed perfectly normal to me.
Anyway, none of them had a real job. None of them had a place to stay. They just went across the country, from hotel to hotel, staying where they could, getting money however they could.. However, they were the happiest most upbeat people I have seen in a while. One of them showed me what he had on him.. I think he had like 20 bucks, a pack of roman nuddles and a can of Ravioli. But they were so freakin cool. We sit outside and shot the breeze for a good 2 hours. Our place was booked, and it was pouring rain outside, so I called them a cab to take them to the nearest, and cheapest (had to balance the two, didn't want them staying in a crack infested hotel) hotel.
The thing was.. none of them were dumb.. I could tell by talking to them. It's not like they were lazy. Being poor/homeless can be hard work.. work is staying alive. One of them told me he loved the thrill of not knowing where he was going to be the next day.. where the next meal was going to come from. I honeslty got the sense that he was loving every freakin minute of his life, and that made me sit back and look at my life. I have money. I am fine finanialy and everyone assumes I am happy now, and yes, there is a certain "releif" that comes with being financially secure, however the happiest times of my life were when I honeslty didn't know where my next meal was coming from. When I was working long ass days with no social life as odd as it sounds.. my life was a big roller coaster ride, full of ups and downs.. live life to the fullest is what I am saying. I honeslty think if these guys died tomorrow, they would be all totally satisfied how they lived their lifes, traving the country, doing what has to be done just to survive.
I met an older woman.. about 40. She didn't come out and say it, but I got the feeling she was a "working woman". She has been homeless for the last 5 years, going home to home, staying wherever she could, with whoever she could. She was staying with this guy here who she met. She didn' tlike him or at least the way she was acting, so she called someone else to ask him to pick her up so she can stay with him. He agreed, so she goes in to go get her stuff from his room and he beats the crap out of her. She comes out bleeding and crying. I give her a ride to the nearest gas station, where the guy was supposed to pick her up, because he had an 18 wheeler and it wasn't going to fit anywhere near the appartment... When I drove by there on my way back from the adult video store later that night, about an hour ago, she was still outside. She also told me she was recently diagnosed with lung cancer.. I felt so bad for this woman.. however everyone makes every decision in their lives
I saw the biggest freakin rat I have ever seen in my life.. Now, I have never seen a mouse in my house. I would probably move the day I saw one.. I am scared ****less of rodents.. my mom got bit by one when I was like 2 (she says a mouse.. my grandmom says a rat). It was so big, it was confined to the woods. It was bigger than my alaskin huskey was when he was a puppy. I saw something moving in the woods and I say what the **** is that? I was raised by a large wooded area and I know my animals.. I think it's a possum, so I go look.. nope, that's a big fat ass rat. Our hotel is basically in the woods, so there are deer and **** all the time passing by, so it's not unexpected but damn.. I hate rats.
I saw another couple, this one older than me. The guy had just met his GF, and he was stoaked.. she was ovbiously pregnant.. about 6-7 months. so I tell him congrads on being a new dad.. he said it wasn't his.. he just meet her. I quickly apologize. Turns out she has 4 other kids... and she isn't even cute. No where near it. Not only are you dating a woman with 4 kids, you are dating a woman who is knocked up with someone else's baby?
I met a family who was visiting their grandad who was in the hopstial for cancer, and was getting Kimo treatments.
Oh yea, I got my first death threat from a chick, left on my car door, after she came to town (I didn't tell her to) and I didn't answer my phone, thinking I was with someone else.. I actually wasn't (for once).. it was cool. She called me, i guess once she realized how stupid that was, but what's done is done, I told her don't even waste her time coming around anymore and I already have someone in mind who I will replace her with.
Anyway.. interesting day. Guys, I can't underestimate how valueable this forum is. Stuff we know, all this **** at the figertips we have, put it to good use. I saw alot of people today that we or someone we know can end up like if we made stupid ass decisions. I saw the best and the worst of what life can offer from my own eyes. The happiness and the sadness and harshness life can bring.
Anyway, I don't get to just sit outside alot, I am normally on the go. But today I decided, I am going to relax. I am good at listening to my body.. and usually even with going to bed at 6 I can be up at 8 if I had too.. I figured I slept until 2 for a reason, and decided to just sit back.
now, I wasn't going to stay inside my room all day (i stay in an extended stay hotel for now) so I get a book, and something to drink, and I go outside and say I am going to enjoy this nice weather.
I met so many interesting people today.
I met a woman that just got out of the hospital after having a miscarrage, after her BF beat her with a baseball bat in the middle of the street. She is really funny and made me laugh. Even though she has been though alot, to say the least, she was very very upbeat about her life.
I met the most geogous 38 year old women I have ever seen in my life. She was Italian/Indian. She sat down and told me stories about her growing up, her mom, indian, was a "call girl" for alot of famous people and she told me some stories about her stories that she told her. She was getting ready to confront her man who apparantly isn't as much her man as she though.. he's married and she has been dating him for the last year. She was telling me how she was going to get even with him and how she actually called the bail bondsman and had his number in her speed dial or what not.. the entire time I am thinking.. woman.. move the **** on. no man, espically one you are not married to, is worth jail time... You will be hard pressed to find a 38 year old this good looking.. but damn she had issues.. She also took the time to explain to me the proper way to proform anal sex.
I met a couple, both younger than I am (22), married.. The wife was about 5'1 and 220ish pounds.. the guy was a tall skinny dorky guy with no self confidence. She constantly *****ed him out for petty **** he would do, his head was always down and later on she took him in their room and gave him a tounge lashing that everyone in the damn building could hear, all because he got the wrong order on some chinese food he drove all the way across town to get. I wanted to bad to bring him up to my room and show him this website.. I seriously concenplated it.
I met this group of.. I dont' know what to call them.. drifters is I guess the best word for it. It was 4 of them, and one of them, a woman was artistic. But besides talking a little differntly, she seemed perfectly normal to me.
Anyway, none of them had a real job. None of them had a place to stay. They just went across the country, from hotel to hotel, staying where they could, getting money however they could.. However, they were the happiest most upbeat people I have seen in a while. One of them showed me what he had on him.. I think he had like 20 bucks, a pack of roman nuddles and a can of Ravioli. But they were so freakin cool. We sit outside and shot the breeze for a good 2 hours. Our place was booked, and it was pouring rain outside, so I called them a cab to take them to the nearest, and cheapest (had to balance the two, didn't want them staying in a crack infested hotel) hotel.
The thing was.. none of them were dumb.. I could tell by talking to them. It's not like they were lazy. Being poor/homeless can be hard work.. work is staying alive. One of them told me he loved the thrill of not knowing where he was going to be the next day.. where the next meal was going to come from. I honeslty got the sense that he was loving every freakin minute of his life, and that made me sit back and look at my life. I have money. I am fine finanialy and everyone assumes I am happy now, and yes, there is a certain "releif" that comes with being financially secure, however the happiest times of my life were when I honeslty didn't know where my next meal was coming from. When I was working long ass days with no social life as odd as it sounds.. my life was a big roller coaster ride, full of ups and downs.. live life to the fullest is what I am saying. I honeslty think if these guys died tomorrow, they would be all totally satisfied how they lived their lifes, traving the country, doing what has to be done just to survive.
I met an older woman.. about 40. She didn't come out and say it, but I got the feeling she was a "working woman". She has been homeless for the last 5 years, going home to home, staying wherever she could, with whoever she could. She was staying with this guy here who she met. She didn' tlike him or at least the way she was acting, so she called someone else to ask him to pick her up so she can stay with him. He agreed, so she goes in to go get her stuff from his room and he beats the crap out of her. She comes out bleeding and crying. I give her a ride to the nearest gas station, where the guy was supposed to pick her up, because he had an 18 wheeler and it wasn't going to fit anywhere near the appartment... When I drove by there on my way back from the adult video store later that night, about an hour ago, she was still outside. She also told me she was recently diagnosed with lung cancer.. I felt so bad for this woman.. however everyone makes every decision in their lives
I saw the biggest freakin rat I have ever seen in my life.. Now, I have never seen a mouse in my house. I would probably move the day I saw one.. I am scared ****less of rodents.. my mom got bit by one when I was like 2 (she says a mouse.. my grandmom says a rat). It was so big, it was confined to the woods. It was bigger than my alaskin huskey was when he was a puppy. I saw something moving in the woods and I say what the **** is that? I was raised by a large wooded area and I know my animals.. I think it's a possum, so I go look.. nope, that's a big fat ass rat. Our hotel is basically in the woods, so there are deer and **** all the time passing by, so it's not unexpected but damn.. I hate rats.
I saw another couple, this one older than me. The guy had just met his GF, and he was stoaked.. she was ovbiously pregnant.. about 6-7 months. so I tell him congrads on being a new dad.. he said it wasn't his.. he just meet her. I quickly apologize. Turns out she has 4 other kids... and she isn't even cute. No where near it. Not only are you dating a woman with 4 kids, you are dating a woman who is knocked up with someone else's baby?
I met a family who was visiting their grandad who was in the hopstial for cancer, and was getting Kimo treatments.
Oh yea, I got my first death threat from a chick, left on my car door, after she came to town (I didn't tell her to) and I didn't answer my phone, thinking I was with someone else.. I actually wasn't (for once).. it was cool. She called me, i guess once she realized how stupid that was, but what's done is done, I told her don't even waste her time coming around anymore and I already have someone in mind who I will replace her with.
Anyway.. interesting day. Guys, I can't underestimate how valueable this forum is. Stuff we know, all this **** at the figertips we have, put it to good use. I saw alot of people today that we or someone we know can end up like if we made stupid ass decisions. I saw the best and the worst of what life can offer from my own eyes. The happiness and the sadness and harshness life can bring.