Showing a different personnality than I really have

Prodoge

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Lately i have been feeling like people percieve me in a different way to how i am.
I am someone who likes being challanged, i like the thrill you get when being at risk, facing the unknown.
Until 2 years ago I have been racing gokarts since i was 10 and the moment I put the helmet on and went on the track I was a different person, the one I really am.

What I want is have this mindset/personnality in everyday life, thing would be so different.
Even though things have improved a lot over the past years I feel like i am to nice, agreable a hesistant socially. On the track I didn't thinl twice about taking risks, not so long ago i hesitated to take part in a conversation because i was worried i'd say something stupid.

I don't know what it is but it feels like something is holding me back subconsciously and I want to get rid of that and be who i really am.

Writing this some lyrics from E-dubble's "Changed my mind":

"Live your life don't live a lie"
 
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