Alright, I'm 15 and i'm in a junior cvolunteer program at the hospital, and it is the end of the program. My ininitals are DJ, but I aint one...I live in las vegas, so as a "celebration" we took a trip to circus circus. I am now very angry at myself for what I didn't do there. Let me explain. I have never had a girlfriend before. I grew up as a kid overweight and I don't have that much expirience with the opposite sex...but I have made awesome changes, so I thought. I now run cross country at my school and have a golden tan, and I have rippling abs, but never really got any feedback from the ladies. This girl that I am in the program with is very cute, brunette, always cheerful, looks like nothing like a slut, is the kind of girl you would be proud to marry and waaaay out of my leauge. or so I thought. But I really like her and everyone is telling me I should get over my (fake) girlfriend I said that dumped me 2 summers ago, so I tried to show attraction, from what I read yesterday AFTER the trip was so loserish I can't believe myself. It started out us having to get wristbands to put on so we could ride the rides at the park. She offered to put mine on, and I put hers on. DING DING DING! I just learned that means she likes you! I wasn't even thinking about it. Next, after the "cooler" kids in our group appeared, every girl but her flocked to them, and I thought it was strange because they seemed obviously like more interesting people. She hung out with me all day, and laughed at EVERY joke, i mean everything! Anything I said that even made it look like I intended to be funny WAS. I even made up the korniest one I could make up like "If 12:00 PM is noon, what is 12:00 AM? Moon!" She laughed her socks off. It was at this time I thought a girl that I liked auctually liked me, and I didn't want to lose it for anything! She begged me to go on rides with her, and I hate the spinny ones but I did them anyways. I then asked her that I had tickets to a baseball game tonight and I could bring one person. She said thats awesome thanks! I'll ask my parents. Even after that, we were riding the merry go round together, and I made eye contact with her, and helf it for like 5 seconds, and she smiled the whole time. DING DING DING! She was also sorry for "accidentally brushing up on me" and says "sorry I dont know why I keep doing that..." She said sorry alot, almost for no reason like asking me to go on a ride that made me a little dizzy. Then came about 3/4 into the whole 5 hour trip. All of a sudden, she stopped fallowing me. She stopped talking to me. She started talking to the other guys there. She just went with her girlfriends off into the park, and when I saw her she accgnolaged (i know i spelled it wrong)me, but really didn't come up to me and walk with me...I had to walk with her. I won a stuffed animal and gave it to her, but she also got alot of stuffed animals from other guys, and I senced she liked some of the other guys. By this time I was horrified that she didn't like me, and I didn't want to seem desperate, so for the whole time I didn't really act like I needed her to have fun, so I tried to make it look like I had fun with the guys there without her. She still hasn'nt responded about whether she will be able to go, but about an hour after I asked her she asked where and when it was. I told her, but heard nothing of it until the end. I don't know what she was doing or acting like in that last hours we were there, but I did glance over at her alot and she was just laughing and smiling with her girlfriends. Another thing I think I failed on is my body language...I'm not sure how I looked, but I was definently nervous the whole time. So when we were riding one of our last rides, I noticed she wasn't in the group, so I went looking for her. Happens her stomache didn't feel good, so I walked her to the gift shop to buy some ginger ale for her, but she said "no, I have money, its okay". At the end I aked her if she knew where valet parking was because my parents were picking me up. She said she would walk me down there so off we went. She told me her dad was working late tonight at the hospital, so she couldn't go. I told her I didn't have her number, so she gave it to me, but didn't ask me for mine, which I don't know is normal or not. She said for me to call her so we could go to the movies of something. She hugged me said sorry, then left. I'm not sure if she was lying about her dad working late or not, but its not like she got picked up by him, so I guess he had to be working (she lost her mom and got picked up by one of her dad's friends) I was feeling like **** after I got home so I searched up "how to get a girlfriend" on google, and read like all of your tips. I'm not sure what to do now, her school starts next week and this weekend is the only weekend she has free until school starts. Should I call her and asker her to go tonight? Tomorrow night? What should I say? Should I apologize for something I did wrong like not pay attemtion to her the whole trip after she stopped paying attention to me? Is this a test? I don't know what to do and if you need more information to give me tips just ask...unless I discovered your site I would probably be a loser all my life! Please, tell me what I should do o might juan don's!
EDIT: if you need more information on the event to give me the right tips just ask...GOT I MUST SOUND SO PATHETIC!!!1!1
EDIT: if you need more information on the event to give me the right tips just ask...GOT I MUST SOUND SO PATHETIC!!!1!1
