LMFAO!!!!!!!
guys, i just got back from her house and only spending like 20 minutes over there. Here's what happened:
First, she started by asking: "Have i led you on?"
then i ask, "led me on how?"
then she says, "led you to thinking i like you? i thought i told you we were just friends"
It was then i knew the truth... she is one of those LJBF girls!!! I started to get kinda angry instead of depressed... all i could think to do was smile and act like i don't give a **** about what she was saying the whole time! She lectured me ON and ON about if i was telling people at school i like her, what her friends said about me, BORING ****! I argued back with her by saying, "why are you lecturing me? I don't care what people say, i never said anything about you to other people... your making these foolish assumptions that make absolutely no sense. What makes you even think i like you?"
I then, still smiling, said: "I mistakingly thought i came over here to have fun, instead im being lectured about **** that doesn't even apply to me"
I just walked through the door, and started to leave and she told me to stop and come back in... and again, more pointless crap... i absorbed it for a few more minutes and argued back some more, finally i said: "Now, if your finished... i'll be going!"
And with a big smile and charm, i looked at her and waved and said 'bye bye!" and just left, not even listening to her as i walked to my car and drove away calmly!
How did i handle this?
The good thing about all of this, i thought about the DJ site all the way home! I was laughing to myself saying that you guys were right that it would feel good to be rejected after i had overcome being an AFC! I feel REALLY good! I mean, i'm really REALLY pissed off at her and i wanna rip her throat out, but tomorrow at school, if she tries to talk to me, im gonna laugh in her face and say that i wanna be pissed at her but i can't stop laughing at the fact that she actually wasted MY time, MY gas to go over to her house and get lectured on pathetic ****!
I will most definitely be happy, this stupid girl won't even stick with me... I was over her before it had begun. I won't be happy because i obligate myself to be, but because this DJ forum has really changed my state of mind and now i am NATURALLY happy! Women are the secondary, not the primary! Thanks so much everyone! I hope to get some input on this!