blackomen
Don Juan
Most of us would agree that our moods are better on the warm and sunny days than the cloudy and gloomy ones but for me, the effect seems far more pronounced. For the past several months, I felt somewhat depressed on a consistent basis even though I've seen some improvements in my overall life in the past year. Only a couple of days ago when the temperature hit 80 degrees with plenty of sunshine, the depression quickly subsided without any effort on my part.
If it's been rainy and gloomy for the past week, I could literally win the lottery the next day and still feel depressed. But when it's hot and sunny, I feel a lot more upbeat than most people around me - I spontaneously talk to strangers around me without effort, for example. It seems my mental state is far more sensitive to the presence of sunlight (or lack thereof) than the average person.
Keep in mind that I live in Southern California where sunshine and a warm climate are no commodities.. and yet, I still struggle along in the winter months. If I am forced to relocate to a more harsh climate, it'll be an uphill battle. (Moving to the tropics for the winter months also isn't compatible with my current career.)
I don't prefer to resort to medications to remedy this situation since they mess with body chemistry and testosterone levels. What other ways to cope are available? I've heard about these light boxes if anyone has any recommendations..
If it's been rainy and gloomy for the past week, I could literally win the lottery the next day and still feel depressed. But when it's hot and sunny, I feel a lot more upbeat than most people around me - I spontaneously talk to strangers around me without effort, for example. It seems my mental state is far more sensitive to the presence of sunlight (or lack thereof) than the average person.
Keep in mind that I live in Southern California where sunshine and a warm climate are no commodities.. and yet, I still struggle along in the winter months. If I am forced to relocate to a more harsh climate, it'll be an uphill battle. (Moving to the tropics for the winter months also isn't compatible with my current career.)
I don't prefer to resort to medications to remedy this situation since they mess with body chemistry and testosterone levels. What other ways to cope are available? I've heard about these light boxes if anyone has any recommendations..