zerocelcius
Master Don Juan
In 2000 I was engaged to a girl who I got pregnant. She was amazing! October of that year She died in a car accident. She was a inspiration in my life more ways than one, and I can never forget her, nor want to.
However; every year this time (she died Oct 28) I think it mess' with me. I didn't think it still had an effect on me, but people have mentioned it to me. I broke up with my GF and she mentioned it to me. I made a statement to my mother yesterday and she mentioned it to me.
The way I have been talking to every girl I see isn't like me....
I bought plane tickets on a whim... I have been drinking more, ...
I also lost my best friend of 15 years a couple weeks ago.
I don't mean to vent but this is one place I can talk open and get advice from people I respect and are not family.
In a way I am a complete AFC over a Girl that is dead. In other ways it has made me disattached.
The only way I could put it is if you have ever fallen in love with a girl, than lost her for whatever reasons. Than down the road you just didn't accept anybody else in her spot. I turned to this sight to get out of the AFC rut of never wanting to lose a girl I cared about again. The bad thing was I really didn't care I just didn't want to lose. This sight has helped me a lot to find my real intentions and needs with relationships.
So I am turning to you guys again to help with the final step to moving on.
Some advice on stuff?
However; every year this time (she died Oct 28) I think it mess' with me. I didn't think it still had an effect on me, but people have mentioned it to me. I broke up with my GF and she mentioned it to me. I made a statement to my mother yesterday and she mentioned it to me.
The way I have been talking to every girl I see isn't like me....
I bought plane tickets on a whim... I have been drinking more, ...
I also lost my best friend of 15 years a couple weeks ago.
I don't mean to vent but this is one place I can talk open and get advice from people I respect and are not family.
In a way I am a complete AFC over a Girl that is dead. In other ways it has made me disattached.
The only way I could put it is if you have ever fallen in love with a girl, than lost her for whatever reasons. Than down the road you just didn't accept anybody else in her spot. I turned to this sight to get out of the AFC rut of never wanting to lose a girl I cared about again. The bad thing was I really didn't care I just didn't want to lose. This sight has helped me a lot to find my real intentions and needs with relationships.
So I am turning to you guys again to help with the final step to moving on.
Some advice on stuff?