im pretty introverted (but can be extroverted). i can tell whats really going on in social situations, usually because im watching from a 3rd person perspective. i notice the signs that a girl is digging me and it distracts me from capitalizing. i probably come off as a nice guy because i dont act like a ****. i know my "inner game", or disposition to act, is weak, i was a fat kid growing up. now im at least fairly attractive (still have some body image issues with loose skin, ex-fat kids can identify) but cant seem to take girls who seem to dig me seriously because i realize idiosyncrasies they make or ways they change their behavior. really, im in my own head for most of the time. being a philosophy major kind of puts me in the habbit of thinking things through more so than i have in the past and im worried ill end up trapped in my head forever. the world at large has got me down recently too, its kind of hard for me to care about anything sometimes. i need to start the process of making new conversational and habits for action.
can anyone offer some words?
can anyone offer some words?